The spectacle i used to wear. It's crack.
It's always like dat i really hate it. I ran to my room. My door slam shut. I kicked my pillow and i pulled it back.
I scream like a lunatic. I look right into my mirror and my cosmetic blurred my eyes. I squeezed the teddy bear.
I saw it suffocating. I laughed. I did dat all because of. My blog. It's spoil. So I make a new one. Wait before dat.
I wanna slap myself for ruining it. And i wanna thanks Levina for the effort of my new blogskins.
But i don't really favor it. So i'm sorry. Ya. Erm. Anyway. It've been a long time since i changed my skin. Ohh. Okay.
I hate Plastic bags. To mii most of them look so auntie. I prefer paper bags. Foods are smile. But fats are frown.
I'm so happy dat i found this skin. My feet brings mii dancing out of my room. My finger stretch itself forcing the gate open.
The brains works. Calling the key. Anyway. In short. I just physically opened the door. My neighbor call for mii.
And he was awarded a big tight slap. Okay. This is so random. Overall watt i mean is i was happy. = . =".
This is my signature face. = . =" I love fullstops. No commas in my life. A full sentence and a fullstops.
A quick start and a quick end. Between the quick. It must be Slow. Commas tells everybody. It's still continuing.
And i don't like. 3RD of march is the first time my belly-button was tied. And of course it's also my last. Presently.
I've got Good boyfriend. Good brothers. Good family. Good seniors. Good studies. Good life. And a good type of Body shampoo.
My Soap is luminous. But i don't see my skin glitter nor shine. The promoter lied.
Okay saying about boyfriend. Love life. Still young. Enjoying. No comment :]
And brothers. School life. Hand-in-hand. Smiling. The-guys-without-mouth. They nvr tell my secret. Yes they do.
Among themself. My unglamorous attitude and doings. They tease and laugh. Calling names and insult.but we're still best friend
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Best brothers. And it's for life. I love each other :] Sound so gay! Pornographic. Dota. Babes. Maths. Basketball. They could score A.
Family. We're all weirdos. I've a sister and one mum and dad. Just like everybody. My mum is chio. But my dad are not.
My dad are humorous but my mum are not. My sister and mii are very different. In everyting. Find out for yaself
Seniors. Basically it's all regent seniors. May it be LSC. Basketball. Library. Chior. Handball. Redcross. Etc. Juniors rock too.
Studies. No preference. Watt given is watt to be known. Everyday i'll be staying in the library till 5 evening. Do drop by and say hii!
LIFE! Ohh ya. Read my everyday!
Saturday, March 27, 2010
Yo! Life sucks. She rock.
See watt cynthia wrote and save in my lappy?
Hi xiao Vivian
I like ur lappy
So dame cute and cute and cute lor
So cute
Haha
Anyway u r just right behind me doing ur fnn project, and I miss you
Hahas u sure think I very lame right
Ya I think so too cos I very bored and really nth to do
Sian
Sian
Why come to sch so sian
Like everyday come to sch for the seek of coming to sch only
No motivation in life man
Like do everything also meaningless
I always ask myself whats my motivation and sadly I couldn’t find any
Mrs eswren that time told us that we come to sch for a reson and one day we will find out what we want and our goal
One day we will find the reason, when I can find the reason?
Hi hi hi
Im very lame right
I kne
Hahas
Hope u will see this stupid letter I wrote to you
And ps..
You r behind me talking on the phone, hahahaha
I really nth to do lei,sian
Still got one hour to dismissal. And I can go home slp already. Hikkhj
NO LIFE RIGHT? BYE!
Labels: Life sucks.
6:35 PM
Wednesday, March 24, 2010
Serious. Why do ya hate mii so much? I did't seek for the attention. Ya gave mii. I was't intend to accept. Ya made mii take it. Why? Why had ya been so inconsiderate. Some tings are better left unsaid. Do ya claim dat ya're educated? Being in the same class wit ya. Is a disgrace. Say it infront of mii okay? I donno who ya are... But let us settle this once and for all. Being a coward does't help. If ya really wanna voice out. Say it out loud. I DARE YA. Create a fake account do so much stuff... Does it even help? No right? Say it and i'll take ya on. I'LL TAKE YA ON.
I ask ya Why?
Will ya ask mii Why not?
I'll tell ya Because there isn't a reason for ya to do so.
Will ya tell mii is there a reason for everyting?
I'll say Yes. Bitch.
If ya say No. Ya don tink so.
I'll answer ya because Vivian is vivian.
Ya're not mii. Bitch.
Labels: Cyber bully? LAUGHOUTLOUD.
9:12 PM
Wednesday, March 17, 2010
Facebook got a few of my pictures still waiting for tags. I wanna say. MY LIFE SUCKS! Hahas. Ya know why? Because i simply can push all my misfortune to my life. Everyting dat goes wrong. Thanks to it man. Tmr shall be another camp. A short one. I hope i'm excited. I gonna bring bars and bars of chocolate to ensure my sugar rush non-stop. When ya're so depressed. Ya can no longer remember watt happen. Try rewinding now... I don rememeber anyting. Somehow like it had been blocked. But i know i'm feeling lost. At least the camp will keep mii occupied:] I hate to be alone at home. I tends to hate being in a crowd. Sometimes this onii shows how lonely i am. I'm so naive to believe life. I'm destine to have a hard life uhh? Life told mii i still have someone who will stay beside mii when i need one. Now? Stars stars. Make mii smiles. Rain rain. Never go away. Can't see. I can't see. I can't see watt's happening. Don't wanna see. I don wanna see anyting. I'm even more afraid to face. I'm still waiting for the shine. The shine after the rain. The smiles i use to be proud of. Someting i wanna see. The Rainbows. I gonna tie the
Rainbows in my heart. Never lose it.
Labels: My Sucky Life. Without Them.
9:21 PM
Sunday, March 14, 2010
I love HANOI.
Went to escape today.
Thanks to Ben i had a lot of fun.
Thanks to Xuejing i had a lot of laughter
Thanks to Valentino i had a moment of solemnness
Not gonna be a wordy post.
I will feel helpless.
I will cry.
This does't mean dat i'm having depression.
I will complain.
I will ask.
This show dat Vivian actually give a damn.
I'm so glad. In actual fact school. SUCKS TO CORE.
PPL YA KNOW WATT I MEAN :]
Ppl simply walk out of my life. One by one.
I wish dat there are onii entrance in my life and no exits.
I donno where's my destination. I donno watt's my plan. BUT I'M ON MY WAY.
Ppl said it's not necessary to understand the situation to win the argument.
But to mii i have to understand the reason behind to win the argument.
I want my life to be easy! The onii solution is. To trust everybody or to doubt everybody.
Kinda impossible.
Labels: Vivian. She sucks.
11:18 PM
Thursday, March 4, 2010
My birthday. Damn cool! Just like last year. I gonna sing a birthday song for myself.
Okay i sang already. Lazy type la. Hahas.
I was feeling so mighty like i'm standing on top of the mountain! The canteen was full of wishes ya know i damn touched. Serious. I just need nothing more den wishes. Serious. I gonna thanks Everybody for the wish. Thanks those bitches who draw my hand gave mii a rolex watch. And a necklace . And ring. Damn cool! Hahas. Whoo. Surprise! MY BOYFRIEND! COME!
Okay i'm here to continue my post. ben came to accompany mii. Hahas. Happy right. After he left. I drink my bubble tea. FARK! Ya know i Farking suay. I chew on a cockroach. FARK! i JITAO CHIONG TIOLET VOMIT ALL MY SHIT OUT! DAMN! I CAN"T BELIEVE SUCH TING COULD HAPPEN TO MII! DAMN! Happy belated birthday! Damn the insect. Damn the shop. Damn. It. BYTHEWAY. THANKS KAVI AND JOEL FOR THE PLUSH :] KAVI BROUGHT THE TINGY I HATE MOST. SOMEMORE BLUE COLOUR! DAMN! BUT THANKS SERIOUSLY. DEN JOEL GAVE MII TIGER. LIKE THIS YEAR TIGER YEAR GIVE MII TIGER RIGHT? BUT STILL THANKS. HAHAS! I RECIEVE CHOCOLATE. AND WISHES WILL ALL BE REMEMEBERED. LOVE MY BIRTHDAY. HATE TODAY.
Labels: HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MII.
4:43 PM
Tuesday, March 2, 2010
Oh yah tmr is watt date? okay shhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh I gonna give myself a surprise :] Okay anyway. I wanna say. I love Leqi for the cake man. Although it a small one compared to oscar and mingwei. BUT! She say she gonna make mii another one anothey day. GOSH! I decide to make cookies for everybody again. Lovely right? Sweet right? Hahas. Happy right? I jump until like i just strike lottery because it's just so cool! Hahas. Tmr i expect nothing :[ Anyway it's just a birthday i should't get too upset :] Hahas. Erm today math. Teacher say one time den i understand le. My study spirit is back... I'm so happy :] Damn it. But i stop being hyper for maybe... Maybe... MAYBE an hour? Ramahdan was scolding mii. I hope i just won't get a hard time tmr. I don wanna get bash up. Kanna gang. al kinda shit. I just wanna... a birthday song. Loud loud one... Den everybody clap! Whoo! Den i give out huggies :] Tell my friends how much i love them and take alot alot of photo. Wait...! I'll leave some fun on saturday :] steamboat de. Hee hee. By the way. I've got this lame conversation to share.
V: Hey ya know tmr is watt day ma?
P: Watt day?
V: Huh? Donno meh? Okay lo. nvm la:]
P: Bye bye.
Ya tink is the end? NO WAY!
This person is so "AWESOME" We never gonna end in this way.
We'll end in a interesting way.
After 10 minutes.
P: I know la. Ya birthday.
V: Wah ya really know leh! Wish mii wish mii! A HAPPY BIRTHDAY! Gosh love ya man!
P: Okay. Happy birthday.
V: Erm. Alright thanks. Bye.
P: Wait. If tomorrow is ya birthday. Den today leh?
V:... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ...
It should be the day before my birthday i tink.
Am i right?
WHY DID I EVER CONTINUE THIS CONVERSATION? GOSH!
PS:
Remember the term "Forever"
We swear we'll die together
Now we're like strangers.
And brothers was like never
I took a step back.
Even when ya stab mii at my back.
But ya attitude was like heck.
So i deleted ya contact.
How i wish those time could be back.
Labels: The day before my birthday.
6:02 PM