Ohh! Watt's shame? Opps! Ya Found it in the Mirror.

The spectacle i used to wear. It's crack.

It's always like dat i really hate it. I ran to my room. My door slam shut. I kicked my pillow and i pulled it back.

I scream like a lunatic. I look right into my mirror and my cosmetic blurred my eyes. I squeezed the teddy bear.

I saw it suffocating. I laughed. I did dat all because of. My blog. It's spoil. So I make a new one. Wait before dat.

I wanna slap myself for ruining it. And i wanna thanks Levina for the effort of my new blogskins.

But i don't really favor it. So i'm sorry. Ya. Erm. Anyway. It've been a long time since i changed my skin. Ohh. Okay.

I hate Plastic bags. To mii most of them look so auntie. I prefer paper bags. Foods are smile. But fats are frown.

I'm so happy dat i found this skin. My feet brings mii dancing out of my room. My finger stretch itself forcing the gate open.

The brains works. Calling the key. Anyway. In short. I just physically opened the door. My neighbor call for mii.

And he was awarded a big tight slap. Okay. This is so random. Overall watt i mean is i was happy. = . =".

This is my signature face. = . =" I love fullstops. No commas in my life. A full sentence and a fullstops.

A quick start and a quick end. Between the quick. It must be Slow. Commas tells everybody. It's still continuing.

And i don't like. 3RD of march is the first time my belly-button was tied. And of course it's also my last. Presently.

I've got Good boyfriend. Good brothers. Good family. Good seniors. Good studies. Good life. And a good type of Body shampoo.

My Soap is luminous. But i don't see my skin glitter nor shine. The promoter lied.

Okay saying about boyfriend. Love life. Still young. Enjoying. No comment :]

And brothers. School life. Hand-in-hand. Smiling. The-guys-without-mouth. They nvr tell my secret. Yes they do.

Among themself. My unglamorous attitude and doings. They tease and laugh. Calling names and insult.but we're still best friend
.
Best brothers. And it's for life. I love each other :] Sound so gay! Pornographic. Dota. Babes. Maths. Basketball. They could score A.

Family. We're all weirdos. I've a sister and one mum and dad. Just like everybody. My mum is chio. But my dad are not.

My dad are humorous but my mum are not. My sister and mii are very different. In everyting. Find out for yaself

Seniors. Basically it's all regent seniors. May it be LSC. Basketball. Library. Chior. Handball. Redcross. Etc. Juniors rock too.

Studies. No preference. Watt given is watt to be known. Everyday i'll be staying in the library till 5 evening. Do drop by and say hii!

LIFE! Ohh ya. Read my everyday!

Friday, February 26, 2010

Hahas. Erm. It had been some time sincei updated this blog. Ohh. My birthday coming lo :] Hee hee. Gonna have a few gathering alrights :] Hee. And and and and. Tell ya guys this ting. Vivian toh is such a loser. She failed her math. And suddenly her perfect life in heaven turn out to be a damn hell life in the underworld. Because she have got. F9. Ya laugh. The last year. Tyco top scholar now become the failure. Hahas. So i apologise for not going to th steamboat. Partly because of my result. And my SMS. Uhh. Today life science club... Kanna bash up by jia poo. Lols. JK. He 'Accidentaly' too many time which looks more to a 'Purposely' uhh. Den we met this guy in the bus. Lame. = . = " Don wanna elaborate. Loser. Is all i could devote to him. Hahas. The pot calling the kettle black. LOLS. Mirror is seriously watt ya need. Eat lesser and be kind to yaself. When ya're on diet. Use some of the money ya save. To buy a mirror :] Moreover. Get a life! Ya. When face to face. Ya Perform so cowardly. Acting like ya're sme innocent kid. Ohh ohh. Don't be hiding behind dat piece glass and show all ya fingers. Loser :]

PS: Welcome to the earth. If ya donno the rules. It's fine. For ya information. Nobody would survive. calling ya name isn't a crime. Tons of ppl wit the same name. On earth. And if ya scold the guy who called ya name farker la. Bangla. Suck la. Family die la. Ya'll be damn tired. :] This is life ya just have to accept. How ya name is being called by strangers. :]

Labels: Welcome to earth. Boy :]

9:32 PM

Monday, February 22, 2010

Hahas.

Today comman test.

Whoo!

Same same lo.

No life.

Eee.

Gonna post some other day.

Bitch.

Labels: Hahas.

8:22 PM

Friday, February 19, 2010

Hahas. Today was so high = . = " LOLS. Laugh like mad. Ate two stick of candy bar today. Cool? Lame. SUGAR RUSHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH! LOLS. laugh wit kavi shafiq si en yi hui Those kids went to republic poly! Am i. The adult. grown-up. Teenager. Went to hwa chong. Funny whole day. I laugh until stomach cramp :[ But this is like so fun! LOLS. Comman test = . = " The question was onii a single-twelve-marks-structured-question. LOLS. It was kinda easy but i never learn. I got all the points but not in sequence so. Yeah. Laughing now just because i tot of yi hui joke. LOLS.

Labels: Ohh = . ="

6:56 PM

Thursday, February 18, 2010

Ohh yeah. Recently was all those comman test. Hahas. Erm nothing much. Okay i tink i gonna say this lame advanture bran and his bro went trough freaking no life! They go IMM take off the status pant. Den go off the light when ppl in toilet. Den kanna lock outside the hotel room because they were chasing after each other! Sound so crap right? LOLS. Etc etc. Tmr is my social studies test. I'm quite prepared. I chat wit ben for quite some time and we ended up again. Ya must be tinking watt i'm tinking. No doubt. Ya're right. :] And i shall end wit. After sometime. We'll be fine. This is life. Take it easy. No hatred. No hard feelings. Hahas. Erm yeah i said Sorry to him! Whoo right? hahas. And i sent him this multi media msg. he did't recieved. Okay. This is the advanture vivian had today. She found her sister phone. Whoo. And she spent some time to search for the bluetooth. Cool right? Den when i sent my photo to her phone. It hanged. Because her phone is so damn laggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggg! And now another step is that she had to overcome the difficulties and obstacle. She cannot find her photo! Alright after sometime she found. Whoo! Den now her photo need to load. She's tinking how to transfer. Great she tot of the way and there she goes her photo.

I'm sorry :[

PS: The next episode of Vivian the explorer. Edited - Dora the explorer LAME

11:53 PM

Monday, February 15, 2010

There's someting i must say! I really must say! FARK = . = " One day my friend buy maggi. She put it on the stove. My friend sister warn. Saying dat her dad is always hungry and if he saw this korean kimchi extra spicy noodle. He can't resist. Den my friends noodle. GONE CASE. Den her kind sister decide t ide for her. Den her sister is out now. Den Now she is damn hungry but she can't find her noodle! Fark.

Labels: FARK MY FRIEND SISTER.

3:57 PM

Yesterday went to bai nian. Erm. Den most of my relative come to my house. I should say half. Another half was busy or my family goes to their house. I went to bai nian at ben house Kinda
awkward. I had no idea why i felt this way. Alright dat's all. I should be studying for my comman test now. BYE!

PS: We seem so close. Just like strangers.
Tings will be alright. I believe.

Labels: e.g. scooters, fall, vacation

3:09 PM

Sunday, February 14, 2010

Whoo. Facebook. Sians. My heart is in a mess now. Hee. Confused uhh? Do ya feel this way too? Hahas. It'd been quite sometime since i had this emotion. Hahas. It's like when ya're sleeping and ya suddenly feel this hollow and empty feeling like a gonna fall off the bed. And ya goes boom in ya head. And hooo in ya heart. but in actual fact. Ya are laying there. Still. Den one will feel at a lost. I'm so surprise right now. Because right now my expression is a smile. This freak mii out. The worst feeling is when i feel so gone. Yet no tears manage to come out of my eyes. No more. Not anymore. Onii the smile. The smile dat is so unfamiliar. The smile dat look so hypo. Even now it seems so hypo. Or now. Sound so hypo.

Vivian is a hypocrite.

Labels: I'm a hypocrite.

2:46 PM

Happy valentine! Whoo.

We're like next to stranger.

Ya said i'm too young. I don understand love. To mii love is not just looking at each other. Is looking in the same direction.

Labels: Valentine :]

1:14 PM

Saturday, February 13, 2010

The definition of tiny is Small.

Hahas. Nobody will blame ya. It's mii who is at fault. I ACCUSED ya. I'm sorry. So sorry. I ruin ya. Without mii ya'll be so much better i believe. Look at how far we came. I'm tired. Ya too. Tomorrow is valentine. Hahas... At least i'm single today not tomorrow. There's nothing to moan. Ya don even make a effort to make mi stay. Mii too. We don even try to make each other stay. Simply because ya're tired of these le. And I'm in the fault. I've done so much wrong uhh? So watt am i to say anyting. Hahas. Indeed Vivian is unreasonable. Hahas. Take care.

PS: I will keep loving ya. But i hope ya can move on. Let us say a goodbye that is good. And leave wit a smile. Though it's kinda impossible. :] Looking back to 13 years. Without ya presence i survive. Without my love ya made it.

Valentine is our last chance. If by tomorrow i had not made that move. Den let this story be Vivian and Benjamin. Not us anymore. Loves.

Labels: Thanks. But maybe we're not meant to be.

4:13 PM

Friday, February 12, 2010

There's strokes of red mark on my hand... I was so upset... Tinking i'm doing self-Harm? NO WAY MAN! Hahas. I was carrying piles of books la. Where ya tinking? Hahahahahahahahahas.

Watt ya're saying. Especially in public. Like facebook. Is kinda harsh and mean. How the hell the ppl will look at her. It's so misleading. She don meant to make us break. I just heard wrongly. She have no reason to make up stories. I'm not trying to defend anybody. Not leqi. Or myself. Or whoever. I just wanna clarify. Ya know mii. It'd been a year. Ya should know my character. I care about how my friends look at mii. Let alone ya. I just hope ya could be more understanding like how i was told to be understanding. It's just a small misunderstood. SO TINY. I ask for ya forgiveness as i'd accuse ya. I just wanna know.

SORRY BENJAMIN CHUA JIA JUN.

For accusing.

My tone was't angry. Was i? I was't. If ya tink by trusting mii back is difficult just because i don trust ya. Seriously i'm alright. Vivian isn't dat unreasonable afterall. Uhh? If ppl are tinking why this vivian sucks so much.

Don even believe her boyfriend.

I hate her for hurting ben.

Why is she so damn selfish.

Why the hell she can't treat him better. I can onii say.

SHUT YA FARK UP.

Ya're nothing to judge mii. I cried for him more den anybody. Ohh. Maybe other den his family with blood ties. I'm arrogant and proud wit attitude. I don need sympathy or shit.

PS: Laugh ya heads off when ya see how Vivian says herself.

She's saying how much how much she don trust this guy. But the end of the day. She just cry on her bed. And her upbringing was always a issue. Let mii be the mean one. I'll be the bad guy.

Labels: I'm simply too mean to be true.

2:27 PM

Thursday, February 11, 2010

I gossiped. I know my limits. I know my rights. I know my stand. I know. I know watt i wan. I don wanna say sorry anymore. All along. I had decide to trust ya. I admit. I did doubt ya. I the end i still trust ya and gave ya my heart foolishly. I always knew watt it cost to give away my heart. It my life. Everybody know. I could even give ya my life. But ya're so stingy. Even wit words. I don buy that anymore. I hope i had believed ya. I hope. I could believe ya. But i did't. She had no reson to lie. But ya have.

Can i say someting?

My heart is no longer on sale.

Labels: Ya should sense dat long ago.

9:32 PM

Tuesday, February 9, 2010

I read this book.

Destiny Cries.

I cried for quite sometime. It's so sad. How i wish i could also find a guy who is willing to die for mii. Hahas. Erm today is my english comman test it was... Fine i should say. Den i went to detention and i stayed there till 4 as the pau promoter instructed. I skip my mother tongue lesson and start loitering. Hahas. I' so tired now. Hahas. Those bunch of gals. Laugh like i'm some comedian. Sometime i really have to clarify. I did nothing but just stare. They can laugh for a good 5 minute. Do i look so so so funny? Erm especially Cyn and Jes. LOLS. Laugh from the start of the path to the end of the corridor. From the entrance of the gate to the exit of the MRT station. Hahas. I can't belive how stupid i appear in them dat can make them laugh like now. Cyn claim that she had nvr laugh so much compared to last year. Hahas. Den she must be very emotional den. Ohh ya. I skip PE too. Cyn was complaining how hungry she was. So we skip and blend into the surrounding and had our meal. Instead i should rephrase as. Her meal. Den They took photos of mii stuffing this lense into my eyes. I really have to admit how JESLYN can be so Irritating. LOLS. Tell ya uhh!!

@$(*&^%#@!@*()

She stretch my eyes and put in the CL so forcefully i blink and CYNTHIA & JESLYN was screaming at mii saying. Don blink la. Fast fast put can go le. I show them my second signature face.

= . = "

So i shouted back. How can i not blink when somebody poke my eyes. This is my norm reaction watt. Hahahahahahhahahahahahahs. So cute. I just hope one day i can do the same ting to ya guys. Maybe like when they're eating i show them someting i just puke out. When they feel like puking. I'll say don puke la. Same here right? Norm reaction.

Labels: LAUGH.

6:36 PM

Sunday, February 7, 2010

Alright... Uhh. Yesterday. Went out wit cyn. Cool happy. Hahas. Thanks so much for the fun... Although it's kinda not well organised! Hahas. The movie. Erm actually suck. But it's okay. I spent 60 on the buffet. As i promise cyn a meal. Hahas. Den 50 buck top up. Den 10 for movie. Whoo. I hate myself for spending so much. I gonna save back whithin this month. I declare shirley had return the money she own. But i haven go check la! Hahas. Erm. Okay i tink my parents are fine with this aarangement. He seem alright too. thanks Weilun for the ride. Anyway. He nvr gotta see my gatitude. Hahas. Don say it's never too late. Sometimes it's just too late to even make thing alright. i've add all those cute cute ppl in the cliques esterday. Hahas. I suppose ya guys could't find mii lo. My face different right. Hahas. Sians. BTW! Thanks jee fei for the bears so cute... Hahas.

Labels: Happy birthday to Sharron.

1:27 PM

Tuesday, February 2, 2010

Today quarreled wit xiao fen. Lame right? LOLS. Just because i told her she's kinda loud and i hope she can lower down her volume. I swear. I really swear in a polite & absolutely no sarcasm tone. She scream at her top of her lungs saying dat i can comment as much as i wan but she'll not change for mii. So i goes.

Vivian: All i wan is ya to lower down my volume. Such simple english ya don understand.

Xiaofen: Okay. watt ya're doing now don concern mii and it does't affect mii. I don wan to prolong this conversation anymore. Stop stop stop!

Vivian: I really hope it don concern ya but ya're blasting my ear off. So it afterall it does matters right?

Xiaofen: Ya ya. Den sorry la.

Vivian: Good lo. Den i forgive ya lo.

Xiaofen: But listen. Vivian. I don need ya to forgive mii.

Vivian: I don really wanna insist but ya apologies so i have to.

After lesson.

Xiaofen came asking for mii wanna make mii embarrassed. Telling mii how rude i am. And saying we're not friends. Just teacher & student. Of course watt do ya expect? Lovers? Or BFF? LOLS. She said other den schoolwork don tok to her. Ya. Hahas. So i said same goes to mii. WTH!? Hahas? did i even discuss tings dat are irrelevant to schoolwork? Unreasonable.

Den after long consideration and some advice from peers. I've taken apologizing a really serious consideration. But before i could even say someting. She step into the classroom tell everybody how great this student is to quarrel wit her and waste her whole CME lesson regards. ANGER MANAGEMENT. Laugh was my onii reaction. By all means. Bring it on. I fear nothing. I feel nothing.

Okay... My boyfriend wanna take leave off again.

2 weeks was watt he apply and approved was watt i reply. Again valentines alone. Hahas.

Claps.

i use to say all crap telling them stuff. But still to them i'm seeking attention. I can't deny. When i'm speaking basic attention is of course a must. Or i'll said to be autistic. Again. I hope time could be re-winded. Anyway everybody is happy now right? So everyting is going on well now.

I feel so empty after hearing those comment from my teacher. I just wan her to lower down... Her volume. I just hope by helping ya to get over a financial crisis i'll be repay by gratitude not by avoiding. I'm always tinking why i always seems like i'm asking for tons of shit. But in fact it's just noting costly or wattever. It's a smile. I just hope being friendly and sociable is not being look at attention seeker. I just hope watt promised are supposed to be done. I just hope evryting had not happened. Not the fight. Not the loan. Not the acting. And Everyting will be alright after I've sleep.

PS: My SMILE :] Are still alive! But that onii apply after i sleep.

Goodnight.

Labels: Not the regret :]

8:08 PM

Vivian is my god! But it's time for other prayers. Bless mii!