Ohh! Watt's shame? Opps! Ya Found it in the Mirror.

The spectacle i used to wear. It's crack.

It's always like dat i really hate it. I ran to my room. My door slam shut. I kicked my pillow and i pulled it back.

I scream like a lunatic. I look right into my mirror and my cosmetic blurred my eyes. I squeezed the teddy bear.

I saw it suffocating. I laughed. I did dat all because of. My blog. It's spoil. So I make a new one. Wait before dat.

I wanna slap myself for ruining it. And i wanna thanks Levina for the effort of my new blogskins.

But i don't really favor it. So i'm sorry. Ya. Erm. Anyway. It've been a long time since i changed my skin. Ohh. Okay.

I hate Plastic bags. To mii most of them look so auntie. I prefer paper bags. Foods are smile. But fats are frown.

I'm so happy dat i found this skin. My feet brings mii dancing out of my room. My finger stretch itself forcing the gate open.

The brains works. Calling the key. Anyway. In short. I just physically opened the door. My neighbor call for mii.

And he was awarded a big tight slap. Okay. This is so random. Overall watt i mean is i was happy. = . =".

This is my signature face. = . =" I love fullstops. No commas in my life. A full sentence and a fullstops.

A quick start and a quick end. Between the quick. It must be Slow. Commas tells everybody. It's still continuing.

And i don't like. 3RD of march is the first time my belly-button was tied. And of course it's also my last. Presently.

I've got Good boyfriend. Good brothers. Good family. Good seniors. Good studies. Good life. And a good type of Body shampoo.

My Soap is luminous. But i don't see my skin glitter nor shine. The promoter lied.

Okay saying about boyfriend. Love life. Still young. Enjoying. No comment :]

And brothers. School life. Hand-in-hand. Smiling. The-guys-without-mouth. They nvr tell my secret. Yes they do.

Among themself. My unglamorous attitude and doings. They tease and laugh. Calling names and insult.but we're still best friend
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Best brothers. And it's for life. I love each other :] Sound so gay! Pornographic. Dota. Babes. Maths. Basketball. They could score A.

Family. We're all weirdos. I've a sister and one mum and dad. Just like everybody. My mum is chio. But my dad are not.

My dad are humorous but my mum are not. My sister and mii are very different. In everyting. Find out for yaself

Seniors. Basically it's all regent seniors. May it be LSC. Basketball. Library. Chior. Handball. Redcross. Etc. Juniors rock too.

Studies. No preference. Watt given is watt to be known. Everyday i'll be staying in the library till 5 evening. Do drop by and say hii!

LIFE! Ohh ya. Read my everyday!

Monday, September 28, 2009

Exam exam. Ha. Is kinda disappointed. I kept saying it'll be a ruin... But in my heart. I know tings won't turn out as usual. But it. Did. Somehow. It's always re-arranged. Always and always... I can't blame ya. Again. And i hate to blame myself. When i know exactly is not my fault. Thanks for accompanying mii to school this morning wit xue jing anyway. Don wanna this post to sound so emo... I don wanna wish for anyting anymore. Maybe tings are going too fast. And I'm looking too forward. Expecting so much. Recieving let down so much. Uhh. Hope we'll be fine. Or I'll be fine.

PS:Again As Usual. Usual As Again.

Same Comment. Same feeling. Same Expectation. Same Disappointment.

Labels: Again Or Usual.

6:38 PM

Sunday, September 27, 2009

hahs. Today I did nothing. Okay actually I did someting la. I study and clean up my house. Ben gonna come and we're celebrating our... Hahs. Dat time post la. If not noting post la. Aiyah actually i wanna dabao one. My mum insisted dat i should eat rice. Walao. White rice and vegatable. I ahte it la. So plain meh? I rather cook my Solid maggi lo. Phone kept ringing and recieve msges from those have or don-have ppl. Is like ya're working... i flash through those msges. Is like from my Mum. Aunt. Shuhui. Shirley. ETC ETC. And abit of Ben one lo. Ehh Suddenly the floor vibrate like watt seh. Earth is Dying. So freakin scary~. My mum screaming like watt she's angry dat i say i ate too much rice in my life. Lecture starts. Hahas. I'm so glad dat my sis say we've run out of grains. I prefer noodes la. So happy. yesterday i ate alot of rice le lo. Wah channel U Got the Art of Sand. Sand-Art. It's so damn beuaetiful. It's someting dat Vivian Could't do her whole life~. Wah. She could onii envy those chio tings. Alah. Jealous nah. Hahas. Go cook noodle lo.

Labels: Noodle. Rice. Or mii.

7:14 PM

Friday, September 25, 2009

Hahhs. I'm so bloody Pathetic. Waited outside the corridoor for donno how many month hahs. I forgotten my key. My sis friend came. By today. Math revision Of the donno watt fcuking. Erm Cone And Spear . Wah i kanna shot by the laptop last second. okay continue. Den my geo lo. Ya should know how slack Mr.mohammad is. Hahs. Today he show us about the abortion ting which i tink is totally irrelevant to geography and he donno got how many raletive ya know? His cousin and aunty and uncle and this and dat. WTH? watt does his family got've concern to our lesson. anyhow spin story ya know? He said his kampong got somebody kanna possess den he go and take a look den a bomoh came den the kanna possess one kick the bomoh the bomoh died on the spot. Den amos say the content is always the same den he say this time got ppl die. i just got the feel that he's waiting for time to pass everyday so he could go home. Ya know got one story he spin one so alike he say the child kill the dad. And the dad use the dog head to put on his neck den he's like a half-dog half-human. DEN THE ENDING IS. the tingy live in the forest. Den the mum at home cry. Lame right? Hahas. I'm so worried about my geo result. Guys buck-up. Hahs. Now gonna eat my sister and co. Baked stuff. Hungry la

Labels: The Slacker.

5:17 PM

Tuesday, September 22, 2009

Uhh today kanna. Gang. One word. Shiok. And fun la. Uhh. We really nvr had so much fun le. Although we all turn out to be dirty and untidy. Looking so unglam and creating a obscene but seriously i love it. It's like we feel dat usually. Anyway i still hope we could be those... ... ... Back again. Hahs. Goodnight.

PS:I hope ya're Missing mii.

Labels: I Hope Ya're Missing Mii.

10:23 PM

Monday, September 21, 2009

Hhahs. I wanna be the vivian dat take alot alot photo every everyday hahs. I fouund out dat i don take a lot photo because of the poor quality of my phone but I don care as long as it could still capture the of mine. Hahhs. Uhh tmr is school and oral is ust round the corner i'll prepare my watever round 7 den bath again at 9 i tink singapore is so hot. Should i rephrase? in such dat Jurong is so hot. Not singapore. The bear of mine drop alot of hair and the fur [I mean] all landed and station on the cone of my ice cream. Hahhs. Look so unglam. hahhs.

PS:I miss ya. But ya didn't at all. Maybe. Yes. Just A little

Labels: Goodbye. Ya suck.

5:42 PM

Sunday, September 20, 2009

Fcuk la. My mum got angry for no rewason. I mean yes there's a reason but i'm not the reason for watt she wanna restrict mii to use the bloody computer? Anyway my aunt came today and could someone tell mii my blog is perfectly fine and healthy because watt i see using the old computer is everyting is mess up. i simply mean the N navigator la. Thanks ppl. Uhh. Boring la.

Labels: N

9:09 PM

Saturday, September 19, 2009

Today went studying wit. Jiaming. Adam. Edmund. Joseph. Liang yi. And James and Ong will be coming also but who knows. Everybody forgotten James den Ong quarrel wit mum but we did't know so we told him don come le la. watse time. hahs. okay la. Sorry if ya're speaking the truth la. But Joseph say ya playing soccer. Jia ming say ya just woke up. Adam no comment. Edmund said ya dota-ing. Vivian said ya are changing because ong jiaming told mii he's changing. wah so unknowingly we waste our precious time because of ong. Amd maybe his mum. Well we studied and alot of tings dat just keep us from settling down. So i decide. Next time we'll all stay at home and study. Den anyting ya ppl donno call mii. I'll teach ya on the phone? But watt keep mii going is the december holiday we're going to KBox and dat's a promise yay. Hahahs. DOn bring any of ya galfreids anymore okay? If ben free maybe i call him go uhh? hahs. Brother is the best and i could predict ya ppl saying YES VIVIAN BRING BEN ALONG IF YA WAN!!! uhh. But i know is not true so still give mii one answer la. PROVIDED. If ben wanna go. Hahs. He promised mii but i don wanna FORCE him ya see? Abit of shoting just now. Den i just recieved a call from Ong he say the one mag mii just now is Lee not him den he say in very serious and urgent tone. Den he say Bye bye. So strange. Hahas. Den I just remember i've 6 EXTRA bone and 1 EXTRA kidney dat's why i'm so strange and heavy.

我变得好像另一个我学会了如何飞却没在飞

伤心和倔强的表情似乎不再显露连我都不懂为什么

时间越来越少就算没人董眼泪为什么常常不知觉得掉下是因为一个人吗

但间时间不要停止也不要慢延因为这样收获会减少可是努力还是要加倍

一点都不平衡一点都不公平

收集的温暖已经用完了但剩下的寂寞还是甩不完

我不董我存在的意义什么前途之类的不懂为什么努力了这么久

为了什么未来有一些想放弃的念头

突如其然好像什么都不做什么都不管一直都玩下去

但是我一个人的自私会让几个人失望

这是我的生活还是那些期望我的人的呢我还是有最多权力掌控的

如果我因为一时的冲动和无聊就前工禁飞那就更不值得了

但是我真的有点疲惫

PS:Wah my chinese rock right? It's just a simple intro of my life. Anyway just one more month. Uhh. I hope i'm not dat impulsive and so low in dat mentality. This post is to remind myself dat If i give up don be any surprise because i just predicted it somehow. Anyway. Goodnight And Bye bye.

Labels: My life. Or. Ya?

9:02 PM

Thursday, September 17, 2009

Hahahs. Today i did my D and T. I've got 18/30. Hya. I'm so disappoined. Other den dat i'm sleeping. Now.

PS: Maybe. I'm wrong to comment so on ya love towards her. But. I wanna say it's no longer stupidity. Mere Foolishness. If ya gonna continue. It's none of my concern. I'll help ya as long as it's within my control. Because ya're the one suffering. Not mii. I'm just spending effort to help ya. Not spending any bits of my emotion.

But for ya. Ya're inputting those love.

Good Luck.

Labels: Good Luck.

8:46 PM

Wednesday, September 16, 2009

Hohohohohoho. Today i studied whole day. I know i'm helpful. Thank mii all ya wan. I listening to radio. So great. The singer saying about her song. She comment dat if the love between two is strong even stranger could feel for them. Hahahs. Well i tink this will not happen to mii in a whole lifetime. I could be the stranger and feel how much The couple is feeling toward each. But i won't be one of the two la. Sob*. Ehh i remember a friend told mii SOB stand for. son of bitch. Hahas. Wattever i mean. Cries*. Den Today went to stagmont and play basketball. So cute the brother of brandon. I'm so boring i wanna play awhile den sleep. So tired. Hahs. Time tends to be so slow. And sometime not noticing how fast time pass. And missed out those important parts in life. I hope time could be slower so i could study and memorize. But i also hope time will pass faster so i could get the result and cry/joy as much as i could and enjoy the holiday. Uhh. Sometime i donno why ya wanna cling on the relationship. So what ya tink ya gonna success? dat's an opinion not a fact. Ya said i'm stubborn and ya are not being flexible too. Let it be the last straw and continue ya life. Don let anyting affect ya. Just sleep and wake up den everyting will be fine the time will heal ya. Let it heal la. What the point holding so tight? and say those mean words to ya friends? when the one ya admire fcuking make ya angry? Don't. Don't anymore. So ya ain't tired. If one day. I decide to let ya face alone and none of my problem. I don't care if ya continue to be so stupid.

PS: Lt time heal. Reason for Hurting will Always have Another Solution to Heal. Fear Not. Idiot.

Labels: Stupid.

8:48 PM

Tuesday, September 15, 2009

Post post post. Hahahs. Today science learning bout the circuit ting. Erm the teacher told mii i'm somewhere there so yah. It's fine. den P.E. I look so like a totally i-di-ot. Wearing the looking-so-big-but-so-small-den-inside-tight-but-outside-loose Regent pants. I look so ugly. So Shh. Keep to yaself. As long as i know how i look and feel. ya know how i look and feel. I don wanna know how ya look and feel. hahs. thanks so much.

PS: Cb la kanna sabo. Bye bye.

Labels: The Regent pants.

8:41 PM

Sunday, September 13, 2009

Uhh. Holiday is over. So fast hor?. Hahas. Anyway no much difference just more time spent wit my Dear. Erm. Quite long nvr post uhh. Miss mii?. Erm. My whole day is gone so fast la. Hahas. So boring ya know?. I'm busy. I'm busy wit those boring stuff. When ppl start wit - I'm bored!. They must be damn free. Eaten full and noting make them goes in the toilet. For mii is different. I've so much to do. Study housechore. Preparation for everyting. And reminding my mum and sis for their everyting. But i'm still do bored. When i watch movie. I just keep feeling like fastforwarding when the actor and actress were having a conversation. I donno wat can ever catch my eyes. Food. Uhh-uhh. Hahs. Maybe i'm rotten. I haven been to school so long it must be it. Hahs. Erm i've nth much to say until i drank my milk just now. I wanna say. I finished 2 bottle of milk and 2 bottle of yogurt drink. I'm being so superb and cool right?. It's not those 50ml one is those 1ltr one leh. Hahs. My dad brought those japan biscuit taste. abit higher den average lo. Cause i tink it's quite expensive. so it deserve those quality la. Hahs. Going to fold those clothes. Bye.
PS: Nearer. The 5th of october. Ya remember?. If ya don't. trust mii ya won't wanna see mii cause i'll have make ya a eunuch. I'm serious. But Honey. Ya remeber don ya?. Ya do right?.

Labels: Love. No Longer be Able to Trade.

4:26 PM

Thursday, September 10, 2009

09.09.09. Made some vow to mii. And i make my vow in public. I'll keep loving ya no matter when or how the relationship will end. Although i know ya actually care a little for mii. But ya don't even give a damn to any other strange. Blood-beings. Vivian Toh Vow to love benjamin Chua. Hahs. Well. I did't complete those work. Adam let us go and surrender on the opening of school. Hahas. Den my whole holiday i did't study much. So i'll bring all those books to librery and do damn fcuking lot of notes. I'm sorry if those queue goes longer and longer day by day. And i shall go back on my words. Don line up behind. Don wait patiently. Anymore. I mean this is not fair. To Anybody. Anyway. Dats all. Hahahs. Lastly Ben came and I have fun. I mean we've fun. We watch movie. And he go home lo. Wah. Our life is so full and fantastic.

PS:

I'm Glad. Dat I love ya and ya love mii.

And.

I'll also be Glad if I love ya but ya don love mii.

Thanks for everyting.

Labels: Ouch.

7:10 PM

Tuesday, September 8, 2009

Done changed few of my blog song. Doing the Tingy now. Den changed those lyrics.

Labels: Changed.

11:47 PM

I just spent my day without doing much. I just wasted my time and life. How precious. Hahahs. Den Tmr will be going to movie. And playing. I feel abit of waste But friends are for life. So Life are for friends too. Career I still can't find one. I wanna thanks jia ming for helping mii the Eblaze by 2 mark. I'm the second and he's the first. I always hate helping hand because i tink I'll nvr surpass those who helped mii. Well. Not specificly on this issue. Random. Hahas. Den after tmr I will just continue Studying. And tay HMWK. More and more pervert la. Uhh. I gonna wear a blue top and a black short. I gonna make those out of control cause i love dat top. It look so nice. Abit B@#&* la hahs. But i hate blue. Here. Without ya. I'm still doing great. People don go watch movie wit their man or woman. Look at those singles. Tmr those girls dat are going alone. Come to mii we shall sit together. I'm all yours. Hahahs. I'll entertain the bros wife. Hahhs. I gonna buy a plush for my sis. I know she may not like it. But i love plush. Real lot. So i donno watt she wan. I'll buy someting I like la. Anyway it can't be dat bad. She'll love it. I tink. I hope. Den for my cute baby. Aiyah. Erm plush lo. Hahs. I just tot dat she love mashed-potato. So bad lo. Bully a kiddo. She's so cute weekend den I'll pass it to her. Baby. Yesterday she kiss mii goodbye. Hahs.

Labels: Well. If ya are Feeling like I'm Feeling.

7:02 PM

Monday, September 7, 2009

Cause now I'm doing Eblaze. Ya know I hate it and I know I hate it. Everybody knows everybody hate it. Ben is Camping now. In a place dat is so safe and I'm not at least bit of worrying him. I went to do D and T today and i forgotten dat I'm wearing my slippers and i head to school den out of bounds. anyway i found my solution. Den after dat went to grandma house alone. Celebrating my sis and cousin birthday same day. And my cousin is so cute trust mii ya see her first instinct is to hug her. After kissing goodbye and eating the extra-creamy cream cake went home and do my Eblaze still planning my future. i can't find a suitable job. Lecturer is still my current choice den if i wanna be a lecturer i need to further studies and take chemistry and physics but i wan chemistry and biology. Aiyah anyway I'm a survivor. Goodnight. Campers. Goodnight MSN-Until-Very-Late-Ones. Goodnight Bloggers. And those nerds like mii dat are Eblazing now. EBLAZE SUCK TO CORE. VIVIAN ROCK TO HEAVEN. GOODNIGHT. WIT LOVE. MY DEAR.

Sleep earlier if tired la. self-torture for watt uhh?. hahs. Bye Bye.

Labels: The special Camp site area.

10:36 PM

Friday, September 4, 2009

Hahs. Normal day. Happy as usual. scar and wound all over. Gonna study and sleep. Bye Bye.

Labels: I Don't Care.

6:02 PM

Thursday, September 3, 2009

Busy day lo. Erm Geo gonna complete by today. And i'm still so unclear regard the E.M.F and P.D. Music. I heard dat we're going to learn song composing. Hahs. Den By today also need to redo all my wksht. Must be Ms.Ong Misplace den also need to do Math workbook lo. Angry one lo. My english. 75. D and T 83. Math. Wait i go see. 73. Aiyah. I know i'm stupid. But idiots keep those comment to ya self. Thank ya for doing a good deed of not hurting a little gal dignity. I'll buck up. Erm. Geo. Math. I remember mr. mohammad mention the doing of a survey of his teaching. But i'm just gonna forget in a minute time so i won have to do. Den delwyn tell a joke A guy having sore eyes uses some eyedrops but he still hurt?. ya know why?. Cause the tingy poke until his eyes. I mean the eyedrops bottle. Those mini one. I know i poke myself before hahas. Den i gonna hand the archery form den hand my homework. Dinner skip. Den do some reading. Den sleep lo. I'm quite tired. My schedule is quite pack up. So if ya don accompany mii. I don mind. I won't I have my own activies. Ya must be more den happy now. No more clashing. No more rearrange. I miss ya even if ya don't. But i'll try not to if ya don't. I took 10 to 11 month i still can't get it right i still donno how to be alone. Independent. I really don't. And Can't ya tell?.

I wanna be with ya and just wanna be wit ya.

or i should say nvm?.

PS: Freedom ya gave is just nice. Or maybe a little too much. Squandermania. I gonna be.

Labels: Can't ya tell?. Be with ya?. Impossible.

7:08 PM

Wednesday, September 2, 2009

Hey yo. I went to Causeway point and brought myself one damn cool bloody saki bag. Hahahs. Geo was nth it was free period. Den science I need those note from Liang yi. Pathetic la. Go fort canning den classroom lock. Uhh. I donno watt the hell Mrs.Sim is teaching lo. I don understand P.D and E.M.F. hahs. Den the rest all free period lo. Erm. I ate a honeydew ice cream den having cramp la. I gonna spend my Holiday wisely. I plan already. So it's a bit Late if ya gonna ask mii out But if it's really needed den fine I'll change my plan lo. Anyway it's onii a week not dat long. we still have a long life. Erm for ya i donno. But for mii I've still a long way to go. Watt a long long Journey. Den hor. Tmr got oral. Mother tongue one. I hope i could show somebody my English Oral Result so he won't tink my English sucks. So like an idiot. Hahs. My mum is so naggy. Uhh. go to go now. She's old i forgive her la. And she hit my head .So petty. early menopause I tink. Bye bye.

PS: I love dat bag more den anyting. Or simply anyone. hahahahhahahahahahahs. It's 'cause I've just brought it. And. Wit my own $. my mum didn't sponsor. Uhh. Stingy nah. Bye bye.

Labels: Requiring sponsership.

10:08 PM

Tuesday, September 1, 2009

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10:49 PM

Ehh Thanks Levina for the thought of helping mii find. But i found. Could ya help mii fix the N instead. Thanks. Credits to Levina aka Hei Jing yu.

Labels: Levina aka Hei Jing Yu.

8:33 PM

It's okay. Ya always have ya reason. I don mind. And i won't as Usual. I won't ask. I donno. Now. I can donwan anymore. Lead alone. Gonna sleep and do wattever. Bye bye. Nothing. Not angry or Sad. Disappointed?. No. Is simply nothing. Emotionless. Feeling all empty. Hahs. Again. And. Again. I donno watt dat. I donno how i'm feeling. And i donno ya. Btw. I thought of today. Happy Birthday to Liang yi. Hope i could be there but guys onii. I should say. Too Bad. Anyway. be happier day by day. And hope ya could strike a windfall. No offend. No insult. Onii best Wishes.

PS: I really don mind. I'm not lying. I really don't. Blah.

Repost repost.

Hahhahahahahahahahhahahahhahahahahahahahhahahahahahahahahahahahahahhahahahahahas he did come anyway. But I thought he wasn't coming. He say he's always sandwhich by mii and his family. A bit poor ting la. But I still will feel Angry even If there's a reason. Why?. Cause I'm a girl. Okay the whole day is like so slack. I haven't ate and I'm so hungry. No idea why. When I'm wit him. I don have to eat. I seldom see him eating too. Den we sang song and he played games looking so like Dota. Maybe it's just Dota. Den. Time flies. Or maybe I did't pay much attention. And he need to ho home lo. He need to have dinner wit his mum. Hahahas. Amecan. dats a opinion but he don accept. And I'm glad dat I'm not impulsive. If i did I'll regret. Damn regret. Hahs. We're so different. I can't lead my life like ya and I'm glad ya choose ya way la. Good luck lo. And i've to say someting. I tok to Kimberly using Ben's Acer. In case ya misunderstood or wattever. Hahas. Maybe it turn out Randomly and scares ya I'm so sorry den. Hahahs. now I'm going to. . .Den I'll go fill my stomach.

Ps: Dear. Nobody can tink right when her fist is clenched. Anyway. He who could angry one. Conquers one. Btw ya misleaded mii. = . =". Purposely. If I'm not wrong.

Labels: I can donwan anymore. [ I still wan. My Dear. ]

10:54 AM

He was still out so late at night. But he say gonna come this afternoon. Yipeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. Tidied up. From donno 8 plus uhh. He's coming hahahahahahahahahahahahhahahahahahahahhahahahahahahahahahahahhahahahahahahahahhahahahah.

gonna msg him den bath lo. Bye pathetic people. hahahahahahhahahahahhahahahhahahahas.

Ps:Love ya.

Labels: I LOVE MY BOYFRIEND.

10:45 AM

Vivian is my god! But it's time for other prayers. Bless mii!