The spectacle i used to wear. It's crack.
It's always like dat i really hate it. I ran to my room. My door slam shut. I kicked my pillow and i pulled it back.
I scream like a lunatic. I look right into my mirror and my cosmetic blurred my eyes. I squeezed the teddy bear.
I saw it suffocating. I laughed. I did dat all because of. My blog. It's spoil. So I make a new one. Wait before dat.
I wanna slap myself for ruining it. And i wanna thanks Levina for the effort of my new blogskins.
But i don't really favor it. So i'm sorry. Ya. Erm. Anyway. It've been a long time since i changed my skin. Ohh. Okay.
I hate Plastic bags. To mii most of them look so auntie. I prefer paper bags. Foods are smile. But fats are frown.
I'm so happy dat i found this skin. My feet brings mii dancing out of my room. My finger stretch itself forcing the gate open.
The brains works. Calling the key. Anyway. In short. I just physically opened the door. My neighbor call for mii.
And he was awarded a big tight slap. Okay. This is so random. Overall watt i mean is i was happy. = . =".
This is my signature face. = . =" I love fullstops. No commas in my life. A full sentence and a fullstops.
A quick start and a quick end. Between the quick. It must be Slow. Commas tells everybody. It's still continuing.
And i don't like. 3RD of march is the first time my belly-button was tied. And of course it's also my last. Presently.
I've got Good boyfriend. Good brothers. Good family. Good seniors. Good studies. Good life. And a good type of Body shampoo.
My Soap is luminous. But i don't see my skin glitter nor shine. The promoter lied.
Okay saying about boyfriend. Love life. Still young. Enjoying. No comment :]
And brothers. School life. Hand-in-hand. Smiling. The-guys-without-mouth. They nvr tell my secret. Yes they do.
Among themself. My unglamorous attitude and doings. They tease and laugh. Calling names and insult.but we're still best friend
.
Best brothers. And it's for life. I love each other :] Sound so gay! Pornographic. Dota. Babes. Maths. Basketball. They could score A.
Family. We're all weirdos. I've a sister and one mum and dad. Just like everybody. My mum is chio. But my dad are not.
My dad are humorous but my mum are not. My sister and mii are very different. In everyting. Find out for yaself
Seniors. Basically it's all regent seniors. May it be LSC. Basketball. Library. Chior. Handball. Redcross. Etc. Juniors rock too.
Studies. No preference. Watt given is watt to be known. Everyday i'll be staying in the library till 5 evening. Do drop by and say hii!
LIFE! Ohh ya. Read my everyday!
Monday, August 31, 2009
Uhh. Stupid. Jia ming. Quarreled wit him for donno how many hours. Tiles. Is the cause. Okay. If ya wanna know. I say how many tiles is there in the canteen?. And he say. Easy. But he can't tell. Hahas. Cause I mean if ya see a broken tile den find another suitable one and it'll make one piece. But he mean if a broken one and a able to fit one if found count it as two. Den i goes. If touch wood ya are found dead but onii half of ya body is found. Den the person will say. Hey i found Jiaming body!. OR. Hey i found half of Jiaming body?. Ya. part of Jiaming. but not Jiaming. Ya go to a cake shop. Ya wanna buy a cake. the person gave ya small piece but he demand for the price of whole. Will ya pay?. Hahas. And Jiaming. Ya gonna say ya would?. Den if our class have got 40 ppl. And so happen to found a leg. Out of nowhere i mean. Will ya tell the teacher. We've got 41 student?. or 40 student and a leg?. If i'm ya boss and I asked. How many tile ya use in the canteen of regent secondary. Will ya say the exact amount?. Or just simply those corner. Covered. Full. Wattever looking tile?. I'll have to pay for the tile ya used up onii for the construct of canteen purpose. Not more. If ya tell more den anyting den ya can be sue for cheating the company money. I asked how many tiles are there?. I did't say how many pieces of tile. Ya get it?. Still need more example?. Uhh?. Ya i did't tell ya the area. Perimeter. Of the tile I wan. I don bring a ruler as I go. And most importantly ya did't ask. ya did't. And ya could see clearly even if ya eyes is smaller den average. So ya should get watt I mean. Uhh?.
Labels: Tiles.
5:48 PM
Sunday, August 30, 2009
Okay. Now I'm going to grandma house. I've finish my studying. And my sister decide to bring some cookie over. Hahs. I'm so boring waiting for to be ready dat i play Miniclip. OMG. Cause i seldom play computer game. Den i found out one game. Hexagon i tink. So difficult to play. My brain cell all alive liao. Tink so hard still lost gonna come back. And study abit. Pack tmr stuff. And play the game die die must master how to play. Hahas. Bye bye. This post is kinda Rush cause I'm leaving home now. Bye bye.
Labels: Rush.
2:08 PM
Saturday, August 29, 2009
Sometime. When one cries.
The sky is filled wit sun rays. The angel don even bother to tear for one.
Or birds soaring high. Where is those sorrow they could have feel for one?.
Cloud foaming and clustering together. Nothing seem so much.
Or during some night. The dark is crowded with outstanding and individual stars.
Which shown nothing of one. Not even those glamours radiance and spotlight one had been. Or could even be.
The winds never fail to appease any soul. But now it was being irresponsible. To those who felt next to emotional. It nvr could console. Or it nvr tried to.
The music of the commonly played fan never fail to make one home familiar and a home to be at. But the heart of one can make one feel so practice-not-made-perfect. One so unfamiliar.
One dat have felt so much pull up and push down. One dat have felt more than those punch left and kick right.
Is one dat don accept the condolence or one dat never tried to produce?. Is the thought that count or the T-shirt dat count?. After all. Not all beings could feel for one. They've to feel for it's own.
Who bother one?. No one bother one. Onii one bother one.
Angel don tears for one like one don't tear for an angel.
We've no bond. Onii names. Names dat determine kindness or wattever.
Don expect to take some good. Expect to give some good.
I'll give now. Lastly.
GOODnight everybody.
Cause I've given and expect to now.
PS:Dear.
And if ya can't Explain den don't Complain.
Now.
I won't.
I try la.
Labels: Angels.
10:52 PM
Today I went to Hanthi house to make cookie. If anybody happen to really accidentally out of purpose to eat Hilda cookie. Warn ya don ever regret. And i shall announce how unhygienic Chanel and Hilda is. They use their finger to stir the egg and finger to pinch and roll the dough. They spill the sugar even. When i reach home. I know the feeling of giving birth. And i got skinnier. i know it was her. Rephrase. Iknow it was them. Their evil creation. To kill all man. It was onii a warning. They want mii to know how I'm gonna pay if I tell the world. I don care. I wanna save ya ppl. Earthling. Do not try their creation. But one ting I've to say is other den dat our recipe all success. And i ended up with sore throat. Okay. I've change my plan from studies to bakery so tomorrow I shall study to make up wit watt i haven today.
I kiss.
I lick.
I suck.
I chew.
Cookies hooray.
Was watt wanna say.
ByTheWay. Watt are ya tinking ya?.
Tmr was No-More HE gonna study.
I'm not least disappointed.
He didn't promise.
He didn't lied.
But now.
Out of nowhere it told mii it seems so re-arrange.
I'm looking too forward.
I miss those peak.
I reach the last episode.
I'm still not at least disappointed.
Ps: Not ya. But I did lied. This once I swear I lied.
Goodnight.
I just not gonna be bother.
I hope.
My Dear.
Study-hooray.
Labels: Cookie.
8:54 PM
Friday, August 28, 2009
Today. I skip school. I stayed at home cleaning up and studying. I feel dat there's not point to be schooling today as English I don tink there'll be any teaching. Ms.ong told mii dat she'll be absent today. Mr.Mohammad said the result will onii be given next week and usually he don teach. It's just like I've missed some So-call "scary" ghost stories. And canteen food. Literature is the relief-teacher again. Unless it's ms.Adrea den I'll regret my decision. And last period. English. Must be silent reading whole period. Hahs. So ya see how meaningful it's to stay at home today?. I cleaned up. Tidied my room. Re-arrange my wardrobe. And now. Guess watt?. I'm hungry again. But i wanna study Geo first.
Btw. It's pass afternoon. Not breakfast is LUNCH.
okays?.
And i saw one couple quarrelling at my voideck.
The guy is handsome but pathetically the gal is just some average looking gal la.
[This is the edited-version. I couldn't really remember. Anyway. This is the contant la.]
Den the guy goes.
Guy:
People say we're not meant to be. And for all i know we could nvr talk tings out.
Gal:
Shut up la ass. Watt ya wan is just some break up.
Guy:
Okay fine since ya voice out I'll. alright we'll do just dat.
Gal:
I rather have those looks den having those brains. Cause ya guys see better den how ya ever tink.
Guy:
Ignore*
He can't sleep at night 'cause the guilt
won't let him go.
whahahahahahahahahhahahahaha.
ehhhehehehehehehehehehehehhehe.
ooohohohohohohohohohohohohohohohohohoho.
erm-hmm.
And I was like.
Ya're so right.
Choose another guy.
Fcuk-well let him go.
And open ya eye big and tink through does he deserve it.
or is he simply just another bastard
Anyway back to ya guy dat onii listens to People.
Someday he'll be ditch by those beauty dat tink he look ugly.
Cause the beauty onii listen to the People. Just like him.
Curse him.
Damn bastard right?. Hahs. At the very least i'm more fortunate den her.
Cause i go for Ugly guys!.
Hahas.
Nah la. Just joking. I go for inner-beauty. Personality and Character.
Just like Benjamin.
hor?.
Labels: Not Breakfast is Lunch.
12:03 PM
Thursday, August 27, 2009
Today Geography was the first period. Initially i love the Geo teacher. but after dat i found out he don teach much. So it shall fully or mostly depend on self revision. I'm so stupid la. I've got the 3rd in class for the mid-year or watt i suppose. It's onii 73. How am i going to get those grades I've aimed. I damn tired leh. But I'll study my Geo first. Den my science the electromotive. E.m.f. Period difference. P.d. I don remember la. Den my math the angle names. Hahas. So much to do this weekend. Erm Music today is okay la but. The video dat teacher have shown us. The lead singer of the band. Is just like the twin of a gorilla. Den D and T is fun. But really difficult to complete. I'm almost done. but the Cam toy just can't stand. watt i mean is it just couldn't stay together. I've to use a stronger glue. Hot glue. White glue. Sticky glue. Wet glue. All fail. Uhh. Anybody wanna recommend?. Promote ya glue. Advertise or watt la. I wish I could call some help-line. Den the elective module I gonna choose. Hospitality den Culinary and lastly baking actually was a tour host one la. but as ya know. how my direction sucks. although my cooking is also Sucky. but i will eat watt Vivian have done. Support ma. Anyway being SOCIAL ABLE. Is fun. SOCIAL ABLE NOT SOCIALIZE HAHAS. Sound so sarcastic. After dat I choing to the hall it was bloody hot. Real hot. I'm reporting for the archery. den i Tycho shot two lballoon bull-eye leh. I really wanna give other some chance but I accidentally. Shot it right . Hahs. I'm so humble again. Den I'm hungry now. Today I really skip my lunch due to the delay of D and T Cam toy. And LSC Archery. and home sweet home to buck up my studies. uhh. now. is sleeping time. Everybody close ya eyes and tink of my face. Yes. Tinking now?. No?. Tink again. My face. Ya're right dat's my face but I've change my hair to the left parting one. Not the all tied up one. Gentle reminder do not illustrate Vivian as a pimple-face she have no pimple. No more pimple. Free of pimple. Okay back to the thought of my face. Erm as for imagining my body. No thanks. I'm afraid ya'll puke. Okay all i wanna say is my face is nice. And it help to sleep. I tink it do la. I donno if it work on ya ppl. Hahs. Goodnight people.
Labels: Social Able Not Socialize.
9:34 PM
Tuesday, August 25, 2009
Hohohohohoho. I hate my hair. But i tink it's cool to look like some cancer patient dat always look like going to those chemotherapy. No la. Just kidding. Ms.Tay like it watt. Today stay at library do Math wit Adam. Day by day. He turn out to be more and more. Not-so-smart. He did not complete those paper like watt he did in the past. And another smart JiaMing. Forgotten to take his shoe-bag. He need someone to go wit him. I'm definitely not dat one. Heck care la bro. Anyway i own Everyting to ya ma. = . = ". Someone say I'm skinny and i feel like Killing him initially as i took it as a insult. But later he say my bone heavy. i find him so honest. I'm hungry again. One whole day. I. Vivian. Ate. Malay rice. Chicken soup plus mushroom. Apple juice. Olive rice wit chicken chop. Chicken soup without mushroom. Nata de coco. Duck flavour Maggi. Miso soup. One packet M and N. 2 kinder schko-bons. One bar of Toblerone. And prawn cracker now. Still so hungry. Someone voice out and say i'm Ke lian. Ben will be the first. Hahas. Tomorrow. I gonna watch Bedtime Story. I love Myself. Aiyah. Okay la. Love him also la.
PS: Ugly+adorable+suai= benjamin
Sometime he don really spent time speaking to mii.
Maybe he just don't wanna interrupt mii.
Still.
My Dear.
Taught mii this.
Success in Success.
Success in Fail.
Fail in Success.
Fail in Fail.
The first and the last is made just for mii.
Joking la.
Hahs.
Labels: Success or Fail.
8:56 PM
Monday, August 24, 2009
Btw. I rent CDs again. Intend to rent Ponyo but that's for next week. I rented the movie Hungry Ghost Month. I'm so brave hahas. Erm. Bedtime Stories and "HeTong" - "RiverKid" i tink. Happy.
Hungry.
Him.
Damn happy la. Donno why leh. Erm. Den i was hungry cause the poor Ah Liang. Have no money to DaBao for mii to eat. Stupid la. Hungry like hell lo. Please Liang Yi I BEG ya. Bring more money to school. Hahas just kidding. Den Adam have his chicken rice. I was aiming at it but. I know. I know. If i eat i'll have to be laugh dat i'm poor. So i die die don eat. Hahas. as for Him. Erm after school. i chat wit him awhile so very happy la but still hungry la. Him. fits the word Cute.
ps: Cute - Ugly but adorable.
Baby.
I'm just Kidding.
Muacks. For Vivian's Darling.
Labels: Movie. At home.
7:19 PM
Sunday, August 23, 2009
Okay. I fell down yesterday. Anyway not surprise la. But abit sia suay.
The conversation btw mii and my sister is.
Vivian: Ehh ya saw the person behind ya?. Giggling.
Chanel: Orh ya mean the auntie?.
And I was laughing saying
Vivian: I was just about to mention to ya dat he is some uncle dat look like a auntie.
and I fell down.
the whole world was looking at mii.
Lame.
JiaMing. I tink he someting a little bit more than retarded lols. Too bad i could't upload his harassment voice recording i tidied up my house as usual complete my everyting except. My art. Delayed until siao lo. But today i tried to do. Yet the marker run out of ink. I brought two but both dried out somehow. I was sleeping this weekend no much activity. Erm. Ya. i manage to remembered one. The carnival. Which have the ability to make mii laugh like some Tomato. Hahs. I went to the Tai-Ji night. I mean i'm some young and fresh teenager. Who will attend those Aunties-Night. Overall. I'm just being filial. Accompanying my grandma. My sis she step on my phone. And my phone is position above my wallet. And i goes Hey. hey hey hey hey hey hey. I say hey. Walao ehh. And my wallet got the paint faded. And it have a not-so-obvious hole. And my strepsile [ no idea if i spelled correct. 5 of the 6 tablet was crushed. And my cute-chio-lovely-polish-class-pretty-nice-shiny-attractive-seducing-luring-expensive-posh-well-bred-sweet-delicate-pleasant-fine-phone. Hahs. she slip on it. Turn out to have scratches. Sad la uhh. Erm. he's watching movie now. Maybe ended lo. Must be having dinner now. Or reached home le. And i'm on the waiting list again. I've to wait for him to finish studies and etc wattever. Den we can go out again. Hahas. Yay yay yay. Uhh. Hungry now. Be back to post. Bye bye. Hee.
PS:
Somehow.
It seems so faded but.
I still love ya.
When ya time allow. Mend those days back.
When ya life allow. Retrieve ya gal soul back.
Ya own mii those memories. Return.
And. I'll wait.
My Dear.
Labels: Hungry.
7:24 PM
Thursday, August 20, 2009
watt i gonna do is draw a clearline. don tink i trust ya and ya ppl could keep bluffing mii for no reason. irritating is the word. i'm tired. laugh lo. don ask wattever from mii. i won't help. when i help everytime and i fail once the word i got from those lips is Stupid.i really hate it. shut up. i admit i'm ugly don ask mii why. i donno if i know. i'll tell ya. even if i know. i'll try to make myself nicer to suit ya ppl eyes la. wattever. don find mii when ya are down. cos i'm also down but i'll console ya and put aside my tings. and ya. will laugh at mii when ya heal from ya wound.i don like dat. i don like to be said stupid. i tried to be smart but another word from ya is Proud. i try not to be too man and violent. and Act-Cute is watt i heard. watt the sacarstic remark ya ppl gave. if dat so please don disturb mii. if i really dat stupid. sorry. don find mii if ya got any enquires. sorry. don tell mii whoever treat ya however. sorry. and i won't call ya ppl when i cry. tell everybody watt ya wan. anyway. i'm just some convienient. normal. and able-to-withstand-anger. friend. now. classmate only. nights.
Labels: Not friend. Classmate.
9:27 PM
Tuesday, August 18, 2009
erm .. today .. i can onii recall being accuse by someone. i donwan say la. hya. the stupid jia ming say i beat amecan i write big big let him sia suay la. was playing captain ball my hand slot in and try to hit the ball away. amecan tilt like some banana. and i hook until her hands .. see her un balance i hold her and my clumsy leg fall backwards and kick the chair. damn pain and jia ming come and hya. noot noot noot. damn fed-up. he start asking why i beat her. saying game onii so hiong for watt. accident ma. game onii i'll hiong meh win so watt i won't beat someone up during a game. underhand method not use to it. and he don understand mii start saying. my leg swollen while saving ya .. .. .. erm pig pig leh. den i start playing hiong lo. hit donno how many innocent guys. apologise. serious. especially edmund. i tink i broke dat duck spine he was like uhh..................................................................................................................................... so long. lying on the floor. hahas. a bit rough after the scolding. hahs. erm den i studied in library again. i may have a chance to gain my freedom. but i donwan ms.tay to tink i'm those bastard dat hate her and say she should leave earlier. i mean she's really great she donno how much i actually respected her. like my mum. den i today walk to her. report. was my first word she say no need she say she donwan to force mii study. she got the wrong idea. and i explain. den i say if she insist den okay. i'll go. not of her instruction. is of my own will. still vivian is studying in the library till late evening. hahas. btw. if ya happen to see my post. i'm not trying to run away from ya. ya're good. to mii to everybody. i don hate ya arrangment anymore. i just don wanna ya to misunderstood. ya don mean lesser den those teacher dat i always see. and try to be like ya. earn the student respect in a wrong way. dear it's all wrong. and lastly quarrel wit him over minor again. hahas?.
Labels: Tay.
8:02 PM
Monday, August 17, 2009
thanks to levina for editing those blogskin of mine. ms.tay got angry when she walk pass the library she saw mii toking to adam and say she'll wash her hands off mii. she don care about mii anymore. i was just toking. to adam. uhh .. i walk off crying tinking she must be damn disappointed. den i say bo bian watt done ia done. i'll just prove to her. and report to library as usual though is not needed but i'll do just so. erm maybe not dat long hour stay but still report. as i say i appreciate everyting ya've done and i know ya days in regent is getting lesser and lesser day by day. i'll try not to make ya angry de. anyway ya'l always be my second thanks. ya btw i spoke to mum last night and i find my sis abit not-she-wan-to-be-one .. erm .. i've forgiven her. i know she is damn stress. so nvm. provoke her at the wrong time. pai seh la .erm.bye bye la .
Labels: UHH. Over is Over.
6:44 PM
Sunday, August 16, 2009
uhh .. i wanna .. do watt i plan is it someting wrong .. ?? ..
my mum promise on my sis behalf
dat when i wake up she will have tidied up my dining room ..
when i woke up ..
she say got rashes ..
wattever . la ..
den i was like an idiot ..
cleaning up myself ..
and wasting my time which i should do my hmwk ..
and damn du lan ..
make my mum angry lo ..
i accidentally drop her massage machine den
i drop the cable den
i drop the battery and
lastly i actually drop the laptop ..
i swear i was't on purpose i really was't ..
den she start saying if ya don feel like doing don do la ..
don tink ya do someting and ya are so great .. a
nd i was damn tulan ..
i said sorry ..
and i walk off to continue my chores ..
den she found out the washing machine not working cos i put too much clothes ..
den she say is it becos the next round is my sis doing so i did dat ..
i mean so i put alot clothes ..
c'mon la i was to do her work watt so i put more i'll have to hang more
i'm not so calculative .. moreover ..
the reason is ..
there are still alot of laundry ..
lining up my mattress ..
and the carpet ..
she got angry ..
den when i mopping floor ..
suddenly bulb fuses ..
and mum from kitchen say ..
ehh .. watt happen again .. !! ..
and she say ..
ehh vivian i tink ya go sleep la ..
since ya was like spoiling my everyting ..
before every single electric appliances is ruin ..
go sleep ..
i felt like a total idiot i really have to say ..
like a fool ..
i mean the bulb fuse also not my fault ..
it fuses on its own ..
my fcuking sister sat there her lap was sheets of paper and she staring at the television ..
lying on the sofa dat i just tidied up ..
i saw her feet so black ..
stepping on my sofa .. !! ..
but watt i did is i told myself to shut-up ..
i don wanna get more scolding ..
maybe i'm just not flexible enough ..
i can't expect ppl to meet my requirement ..
they are not mii ..
my THOUGHTS
ya could protect ..
ya could accept her behaviour ..
ya could quarrel wit mii
million and thousand hundred times about her laziness ..
but in future ya cannot expect others to ..
they won't ..
nobody would ..
she'll forever be ya cute and the immature baby
dat nvr grow up ..
and ya will earn a living for her not the other way round ..
but i'm not her .. i'll feed ya .. but she is not ya so don tink dat i will feed her ..
i don own her anyting .. she is my sis ..
we all start from scratch ..
i know i'm mean and nasty ..
hate mii by all means ..
i'm just stating those facts ..
i don bother explain just now ..
i know my mum will be unhappy wit my remarks ..
and my sis will felt damn hurtful .. and a lost of dignity ..
conclusion
i don own her anyting ..
i own my everyting to my mum ..
i did't walk off
and say love ya precious daughter ..
bye i'm going to sleep ..
she is requiring more den i'm requiring from my sister ..
maybe is is just pure jealousy .. :] .. hahs ..
i'll officially be the maid ..
and i will try .. try .. try
my really best to not say anyting even if i tink i'm not in the wrong ..
i know is enough lo ..
i know i'm right and dats it ..
the bright side .. .. .. erm .. at least i got my bear to tok to at niht .. and i'm eating my lunch dat have really becoem solid now .. my sis is just being tired she's feeling stress form her coming O level .. my mum is just tired and need somebody to relieve her stress .. anyway noone is perfect and i'm being better now .. going to eat my solid tingy .. ;] .. at least i've someting to eat .. :] .. well i'm thankful .. no more complaining vivan .. :] .. Smile .. :] .. although no apologise made .. but Forgiven .. :] .. hya .. i'm not angry .. vivian is not angry .. i say i'm not angry , i'm not angry .. not i'm not angry , i say i'm not angry .. don say i'm ke lian i'm not .. my mum is not being baised .. my sis needed more attention den i do .. goodnight .. :] ..
Labels: ya can't even let mii pass a simple comment .. :] ..
12:32 AM
Wednesday, August 12, 2009
i really hate to present to all the lower sec .. on stage somemore .. fcuk la .. nobody dare .. den i've no chioce .. give others a chance la .. = . = " .. i also don dare .. hahahs .. !! ..
Labels: shame la.
7:03 PM
Saturday, August 8, 2009
101 post .. politics is hard to handle .. reading the book of .. "The Rules Of Life" . and my mum call mii out to listen to our family comflicts .. she's making ppl fight wit each other without their knowing .. but i tot why can't she fight herself .. hahs .. but all she say is i'm wrong and my method is those worst type .. hahs .. now i know why i'll lose in those fight that are underhand .. cos i lost since young even wit cousin .. sister .. hahs .. i realy need to figure out how vivan should tink .. how vivian should question .. how vivian should answer .. how vivian should act .. and how vivian should solve .. hahs .. out now .. to listen how my mum makes them quarrel .. hahas .. :] .. family politic .. friends ones .. she never lost .. but onii to my dad .. hahs ..
Labels: 101.
9:01 PM
wah .. and this is my 100th post .. it was a last minute cancel .. of he's picnic .. and we went to movie UP .. it was cool .. happy .. heart-warming and sad the same time .. hahas .. i tot the story shoud goes like .. the gal was't dead and the grandson going UP to the fountain together .. dat will be great .. but when the old-man flashbacks it's watt dat make ppl sad .. btw .. there're ppl making strange sound .. and a guy forgotten to turn his phone to silent and it rang .. i was eating nanchos .. and ah ben call mii to stop eating when i actually did dat when he was eating when we're watching ice-age .. hahs .. rule of life .. i gonna read dat up and know watt is right and wrong .. watt i suppose to watt i don't .. thanks for the book anyway .. and i enjoy today .. :] .. one more ting .. i love ya .. :] .. hahs .. happy dining at ya cousin house .. and hii biao-ge .. ahhs .. going NS .. i'm stinll tinking i should or should not go .. maybe i'll decide when i finish dat book .. hahs .. i'm saying as if the book is some divine and fate book .. anyway .. ben say it's onii a guide .. watever i do .. chioces still lies on mii .. :] .. but advise is still Important .. anyway the last ting is .. i really got lost and i found out dat i walk a whole big round .. i wasted round 15 minute to see ya for a while more hahs .. but it's a great deal made .. i tot .. :] .. just to console myself .. but next time i'll listen to ya and walk the right path whereby i could follow the mrt track .. or i should listen to myself and train home .. but for this time i tink it's worthwhile i did't see ya for quite some time thanks for today .. :] .. off now to read the book .. thanks dear bye bye ..
Labels: Thanks Dear.
8:12 PM
pointing to the water .. hahas ..
mirror reflection .. all act cool la .. i most natural le ..
yo .. we're screaming bian .. bian bian .. but i did't i just make dat pose
freddy ..
hahs .. at the mushroom pool .. kyle not seen .
the together photo .. there're more at facebook .. go see and tag .. :] .. hahs ..
i waited for today hahsa .. den .. ya went to picnic .. okay nvm .. in fact .. i donno why but i really doubt dat we can go out today when ya ask mii .. hahas .. always like dat de .. but nvm la .. i could sleep at home .. have fun lo .. yesterday i went swimming i did't swim due to some reason but i'm a camera man and help rhem to look after thier belonging .. hahas .. we went to the boys toilet to take photo .. ahahs .. go adam blog see la .. i don have the pics .. i'm waiting for my hair to grow .. and i really have fun yesterday .. apity i can't swim .. next time bah .. pai seh uhh .. and .. today is boring .. uhh .. feel so boring .. !! .. uhh .. off now .. bye bye .. !! ..if anybody wanna see the video request from mii .. den i'll upload .. no request no upload thanks thanks .. bye bye .. ah ben .. have fun .. love ya .. :] ..
Labels: Swimming.
12:32 PM
Wednesday, August 5, 2009
uhh .. !! .. today is a day .. fine day .. hahs .. okay .. during recess i promise won't buy watt ya all buy anymore .. keep squeezing and pushing .. and those idiot so sick .. hahs .. den i remember the making of bead .. so cool i like la .. i seldom so gentle one .. but i really like dat and i'm the seecond to complete hahas .. i rather be the second gal to complete .. den to be the first boy to complete .. ya get it .. ?? .. hahas .. i got cramps all over .. uhh .. leg hand .. etc .. and other place la .. hahs .. tell ya watt .. ?? .. i gonna shoot watt ya ppl shoot mii .. and i tink i'm lenient .. but dats all taken for granted .. ya still did't apologise .. not to mii is to the whole group .. no offend .. by the way .. i'm always taking up the role dat ppl don wanna be .. i really mind .. if ya have dat piece of passion in doing our work and ya're concern .. about the grades we're getting, or ya future .. thanks for dat .. please be co-operative .. don let mii regret more to be in the same group wit ya guys .. do some part .. this is a project group work .. and i'm just kidding today .. if ya can't take jokes tell mii .. i won't jokes wit ya .. and ya'll be the second .. Her .. hahas .. i tink i don deserve ya screaming and .. .. .. wattsoever .. may i know watt position were ya in to do dat .. ?? .. still no offend .. if we were to be together .. and chat like some good friends don blame mii saying these stuff .. as i tink doubt should be cleared .. misunderstanding should be understood .. and not even mention backstab .. i don wanna be backstab and be the one standing back .. if dats really watt ya ppl wan .. fine den .. i'll just be the Zi Bi .. if there is still no change .. whereby .. no teaching .. no conversation .. no jokes .. no disturb .. no laughter .. no more .. lastly no offend ..
Labels: No Offend
6:13 PM
Tuesday, August 4, 2009
okay .. start wit today .. erm .. science was fine .. i hate P.E .. today P.E i kanna 17 blue-black on my leg .. but i have fun .. la .. den the onii sads this is .. when i run to the cone .. the position was face down .. the lion .. pei qi .. kick my ankle and i turn back .. (i regretted for that act) .. pei qi .. kick my face .. and sat on my face .. i nearly puke .. my onii expression is laying dead on the grass and scream .. i feel like dying on the spot when i tot of her butt .. omg .. everybody was aughing .. = . = .. anyway .. we went sugei uloh .. we're doing the project and i tink it's fine as i've distrubute all the work .. excluding alvina .. she say she don mind to have a zero .. okay den dat it .. hhas .. maybe the problem in ya guys .. is ya nvr apologise when ya done sometime wrong .. nvr .. hahs .. den forget it .. it's ya future ya're ruining and i'm not gonna tok to ya and call ya to tink over .. hahas .. not worth it if i gonna put it in such a way .. hahas .. wasting my effort .. hahs .. anyway .. mei ling waiting for ya observation of plants and i'll edit some .. re-record the video .. i complete the blog .. amecan written finish .. den levina upload we're done .. ehh levina .. ya be careful la .. cos i tink ya're doing a little so .. haha s.. let mii tink watt more easier work to be done ..
Labels: Sit on the face.
7:44 PM
Monday, August 3, 2009
hahas .. today .. great .. i hate it .. !! .. uhh .. morning woke up .. late .. mum was scolding sis for not informing her bout the pre-prelim and den she say we should cab down to yew tee .. okay i said .. but i've to pay 7 doller for watt .. ?? .. when i could pay a 70 cent to reach and i was .. = . = " uhappy okay .. and when i told my sis .. she say .. ya tink i'm happy wit this arrangement .. ?? .. okay .. anyway i just have to pay when she's the one at fault .. for not tuning in her alarm last night .. den i reach macdonald .. jia ming start to scold .. scold scold scold .. class scold .. someting i really wan to voice out .. don spoil my day again when my day is spoiled .. teasing is fun .. but not always .. we're having fun ppl .. but it's not funny anymore .. cos i'm really angry .. trust mii .. so shut-up and don provoke mii cos i will just slap ya right on ya cheek .. haha s.. watt i find the most foolish is when we're in the group i really wanna be in the group .. but when i hear .. " ehh vivian here .. !! .. no need do liao .. lucky la .. " hahas .. so .. afterall i'm just some answer sheet .. ?? .. den i try not to mind .. ya ppl came and said why is it all boys and a gals .. ?? .. hahs .. ya invite mii am i right .. ?? .. don tink ya're humourous .. not anymore .. i really hate it like i'm a unwelcome person but cos i'm a answer sheet .. therefore i'm been chosen .. hahas .. call this friends .. ?? .. ya i suppose .. i back out .. i accept another invitation .. and ya have tings to say again .. ya said .. : " hahas .. so ya're pang seh .. " .. i don wanna see ya being pang seh .. dat why i go .. so watt wrong wit mii again .. ?? .. and one more ting .. bare in mind .. don wanna study go home .. there's a time to study and play .. comman test is coming up .. and don shout at teacher when we're at the wrong .. i donno how many times i have to repeat this .. i did shouted too .. but when they accuse mii .. if i talk .. they say vivian shut up my onii reaction will be .. okay sorry .. dats all .. kanna cheated and bluff all the time isn't my hobby .. i don like dat .. i just trust ya all dats why .. i don tink ya all will bluf mii all the time again and agian .. i bang my head toward the wall expecting the wall to dogde .. hahas .. ya .. i tink there is someting really wrong in mii .. i don like to pick fight .. but why am i .. .. .. always ike dat .. i'm so down .. serious .. can .. ya ppl just shut up .. ?? .. chances are not given for granted .. ya ppl say .. go express la betrayer .. hahs .. i betray ya .. ?? .. so ya ppl will be happy when we're all staying together being stupid .. ?? .. dim-witted .. ?? .. hahas .. is dat a crime .. ?? .. i just wanna aim high .. for myself .. ?? .. have i done wrong .. ?? .. i on need anybody to understand .. cheer and laugh .. bluff mii for all i care .. lost dat trust .. i doubt ya have the ability to earn back .. guys .. ya ppl destroy my trust entirely .. ya really did .. proud and happy or feel like clapping .. ?? .. go ahead .. i don give damn .. i don bother to ask why .. i nvr get any answer when i ask why .. why am i punish .. ?? .. why does the teasing onii to mii .. ?? .. why am i so stupid .. ?? .. why am i so easily to be cheated .. ?? .. why am i called a betrayer .. ?? .. why am i taken for granted .. ?? .. why am i a answer sheet .. ?? .. why am i left wit nobody to speak wit .. ?? .. why am i crying .. ?? .. why i can't cherish .. ?? .. why can't i tink my life is great .. ?? .. just like ya .. ?? .. why .. ?? .. maybe the onii console is .. Imperfect ..
Labels: Imperfect.
4:32 PM
Sunday, August 2, 2009
please bare wit my ugly skin . First sight i find it fine but this morning i wonder watt happen to my taste .. blah .. !! .. okay one week i can't tok to ah ben he need to find dat "feel" .. hahas .. okay lo .. yesterday suddenly offline ..!! .. uhh .. @#$%^&*()*&^%$#@! .. i cleared my house .. my house now sui sui .. chio chio one hahas .. and i found out it's quite difficult for mii to sleep at night .. there is one pillow .. one around 1metre plus bear .. my ice-cream .. two red pillow one meat-wit-bone kinda plush hahas .. last my ben jr .. :] .. imagine my single bed .. = . = .. where can i sleep .. i knock my head almost everynight .. hate it la .. but i love them .. i consider getting a bigger bed and dispose my stage it took up so muach of my room .. tmr is school again .. uhh .. agony .. !! .. anyway .. no pain no gain .. no pressure no pleasure .. huhs .. ehh btw .. hate being cheated by ya all la .. cheat mii again la .. trust mii i'll kill every single one of ya .. the master mind .. !! .. the actors !! .. the passer-by too .. shut-up .. !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! .. i really wanna go out ma .. den ya all like dat .. okay la .. next time bluff mii .. i won't go out wit ya all le .. .. .. don say sorry i also don forgive liao la .. cheater one leh .. den don kanna ditch call at night .. heer .. !! .. actually mood good good one en say until i fed-up .. !! .. uhh ..
Labels: Ditch.
11:34 AM
Saturday, August 1, 2009
okay i decide to renew my blog again during holiday .. cos i'm so tired of the old one .. and i'm so boring eating chocolate again .. i gonna be damn fat .. okays .. no complain bout my links .. i dump most of it .. and lost some of it .. okay and if ya wan mii to link ya do ask for it .. :] .. erm .. no more .. i gonna sleep after i finish my kinder shoko-bons .. :] .. bye bye .. :] ..
Labels: Life.
5:36 PM
Vivian is my god! But it's time for other prayers. Bless mii!
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