It's always like dat i really hate it. I ran to my room. My door slam shut. I kicked my pillow and i pulled it back.

I scream like a lunatic. I look right into my mirror and my cosmetic blurred my eyes. I squeezed the teddy bear.

I saw it suffocating. I laughed. I did dat all because of. My blog. It's spoil. So I make a new one. Wait before dat.

I wanna slap myself for ruining it. And i wanna thanks Levina for the effort of my new blogskins.

But i don't really favor it. So i'm sorry. Ya. Erm. Anyway. It've been a long time since i changed my skin. Ohh. Okay.

I hate Plastic bags. To mii most of them look so auntie. I prefer paper bags. Foods are smile. But fats are frown.

I'm so happy dat i found this skin. My feet brings mii dancing out of my room. My finger stretch itself forcing the gate open.

The brains works. Calling the key. Anyway. In short. I just physically opened the door. My neighbor call for mii.

And he was awarded a big tight slap. Okay. This is so random. Overall watt i mean is i was happy. = . =".

This is my signature face. = . =" I love fullstops. No commas in my life. A full sentence and a fullstops.

A quick start and a quick end. Between the quick. It must be Slow. Commas tells everybody. It's still continuing.

And i don't like. 3RD of march is the first time my belly-button was tied. And of course it's also my last. Presently.

I've got Good boyfriend. Good brothers. Good family. Good seniors. Good studies. Good life. And a good type of Body shampoo.

My Soap is luminous. But i don't see my skin glitter nor shine. The promoter lied.

Okay saying about boyfriend. Love life. Still young. Enjoying. No comment :]

And brothers. School life. Hand-in-hand. Smiling. The-guys-without-mouth. They nvr tell my secret. Yes they do.

Among themself. My unglamorous attitude and doings. They tease and laugh. Calling names and insult.but we're still best friend
.
Best brothers. And it's for life. I love each other :] Sound so gay! Pornographic. Dota. Babes. Maths. Basketball. They could score A.

Family. We're all weirdos. I've a sister and one mum and dad. Just like everybody. My mum is chio. But my dad are not.

My dad are humorous but my mum are not. My sister and mii are very different. In everyting. Find out for yaself

Seniors. Basically it's all regent seniors. May it be LSC. Basketball. Library. Chior. Handball. Redcross. Etc. Juniors rock too.

Studies. No preference. Watt given is watt to be known. Everyday i'll be staying in the library till 5 evening. Do drop by and say hii!

LIFE! Ohh ya. Read my everyday!

today ..
i'm turn on mute ..
i did't scream ..
for whole day i did't speak much ..
it damn pain ..
my throat ..
i'm selling chocolate ..
i admit it's for C-I-P ..
but i love selling things in school so cool ..
anyway to dat i prefer goin to the old folks home and ophanage more la ..
kid will love mii .. :] ..
i'm more and more use to writing lo ..
cos ..
ppl can't understand my hand language ..
i have to writ ..
write a one whole page just to say one sentence ..
i tink i'm losing out more and more ..
i need a tuition teacher badly ..
but in fact i really donno where i'm lack in ..
anyway ..
i prepare to not sleep for the whole exam period ..
and i'm so looking forward and happy ..
and excited ..
erm ..
today i did't get any scolding and mrs.sim keep looking at mii waiting for mii to scream ..
how to do this and dat ..
hahas ..
she today smile at mii and i realise ..
she did't smile at mii ..
for sometime cos ..
she always tink i tok non-stop finally today ..
it stop ..
i ate nothing during recess ..
i was just hanging around the booth den ..
after school chiong uhh .. !! ..
eat like hngry ghost festival those beings ..
tmr have P.E ..
and i'm damn happy ..
but i know we'll just be going around the drain and jog ..
for two whole period ..
i keep wanting to sleep ..
due to my bloody throat i can't sleep well and i sleep earlier cos i have to wait ..
round 4 to 5 hours before i could sleep ..
dat saturday ..
i sleep at 4 ..
= . =
erm ..
i tink is friday ..
uhh i forgotten la ..
i knew ..
i've forgotten about my friendster ..
okay la ..
i don really like computer games
i know i'll will be addicted so
don call mii play maple or dota ..
la ..
grow up leh ..
rich in maple got watt use .. ?? ..
ya are not rich in real life ..
so get a life la ..
haha s..
okay ..
maybe i'll consider playing in the coming holiday ..
i mean the december one ..
now i just wanna concentrate study ..
i know it hard for mii to go triple science ..
uhh ..
i won't say i tried i did't ..
i'm still trying ..
ahahas .. !! ..
now we're learning english letter fomal writing okay la ..
quite easy the format ..
den math we're learning ..
speed .. scales map and graph .. erm ..
it's still managable i tink just need more practice lo ..
but i really hate shapes ..
watt .. right-angle triangle ..
we learnt this in primary school ..
= . = ..
okay ..
den science is about reflection refraction ..
how rainbow occurs and mirror names ..
erm ..
dat one quite fine also need some writing of the note to help mii remeber names
instead of the process ..
literature is about frankenstein ..
PEEP ..
personal reflection ..
explanation ..
evidence and .. .. ..
point ..
okay i remember lo ..
this i can top ..
la .. hahas ..
not i hao lian la ..
okay abit hao lian .. .. ..
den ..
geography ..
about maps .. and water saving .. pollution ..
related to abit science knowledge ..
so i think can cope but not really confident ..
and D and T ..
i really start to hate it when i donno ..
but .. this subject i'm really very weak ..
it so weak ..
so weak ..
weak ..
like my art ..
hahas ..
i really don have talent in drawing and technology ..
hate it la ..
but i'll try to catch up soon so i won fall behind ..
english and chinese i won't have to worry ..
basically dats all ..
and i'm going to prepare sleep ..
cos i'll onii fall asleep ..
after a few hours ..
night guys .. :] ..

Labels: Sorethroat.

uhh .. !! ..
today went library as usual ..
den just reach home now ..
my first time take place at yew tee ..
the feeling is pain ..
ultimate ..
and strange ..
i was ..
eating dinner alone ..
= . = ..
okays ..
i hate eating alone ..
i hate going home alone ..
especially without my phone ..
have to indulge myself in reading
to distract my concentration
while waiting for buses or mrt ..
i printed our regent test paper
a whole load of it to fill my time in the library ..
but ..
i onii completed 3 set of it and .. .. ..
i found out my stupidity brought mii all disaster ..
hahs ..
i don even know ..
the test paper don have answer sheet ..
uhh .. .. ..
so watt the point ..
anyway ..
i just gonna finish ..
and refer to text and cor ..
ppl help mii mark i donno la ..
i'm really so different from ya guys now ..
when we did someting wrong ..
admit ..
but ya ppl don't watt the point of scolding vulgarities and screaming at teacher when we're at the wrong .. ?? ..
young is not the excuse anymore ..
we should learn from setbacks and not been slow down by it ..
or even stop ..
time for mii to really be sensible ..
i'm also unwilling but when time approach ..
nobody have the choice ..
hahs ..
tink back ..
how many time out of it ya ppl ever ..
ask mii out ..
but ..
nobody can be blame ..
i can't even go out though ya ppl nvr even try ..
well ..
maybe .. .. ..
we have to grow up really ..
maybe ya ppl can just delay and hide under ya parent blouse ..
but not for mii ..
cos ..
eventually one day i've to grow up so why not now ..
finally i understand a least bit of dat concept ..
why nobody could .. ?? ..
okay ..
nvm ..
not gonna be emo ..
nobody is at fault ..
even if it does ..
blame mii ..
blame mii for ..
being different ..
ya ppl gonna be my friend s..
forever ..
those for pleasure ..
kinda friends .. :] ..
tthose dat will not be by my side ..
kinda friend .. :] ..
i still appreciate it ..
someone told mii to cherish ..
so i must be in one or another way ..
i still must .. :] ..


hey .. don get angry .. cos i'm not angry anymore le .. :] ..

Labels: Watts Over is Over.

yesterday went to joel birthday .. :] ..
erm it's average ..
i'll will not rate it as ..
so damn fun ..
hahs ..
okay ..
anyway ..
i have fun ..
and i don like to be a spoiler anyway ..
i studied till evening everyday so guys ..
ya could find mii in the library ..
and we could't always chat or etc so bring ya hmwk ..
i could teach ya ..
plus ..
ya ppl must sit far far ..
hahs ..
den we use some hand signal :] ..
okay ..
so i'm doing the DandT ..
now and it is so ..
difficult ..
i fail donno how many times and i told ..
someone but he say ..
i did not fail but i success in finding ways dat how a camtoy can't be created .. :] ..
i mean it's ..
funny to say it dat way ..
okay den i'm so bloody hungry la ..
but i must finish ..
plus tired clean my house one more time jus now ..
still have to revise last semester work ..
so scared i can't get to where i wana be ..
but please ..
god bless mii ..
i donno i praying to which god ..
but anyone of the god just happen to hear my prayers ..
please help mii and tell mii ya name and etc ..
so i could subscribe to be ya ..
anyway i'm still free .. :] ..
don land mii somewhere wit those nerds and dimwit ..
hahs ..
okay ..
and ..
i borow one book name ..
when daddy comes home ..
cool right nice book ..
and the author wrote another book name ..
don't tell mummy ..
so great la ..
it's just like when daddy comes home don tell mummy ..
i gonna find dat book and read cos ..
seldom find books like dat ..
but the description is kinda long .. :] ..
hahs ..
tmr will also be revising ..
will spent my time mostly ..
revising recently ..
cos ..
i wan to go where i wanna be .. :] ..
and ..
i wanna be who i wanna be ..
and ..
i'm hungry ..
okay stop here la .. :] ..
bye bye ..

Labels: Joel birthday.

i just wan to lead a normal secondary two school life ..

Labels: Normal. Why can't I?.

last last ting ..today mr.khoo tell us a story of some sick ppl love to prick themself and try to put the pin wit infected blood of aids .. at the public phone .. erm .. the opening where by ppl will take the remaining coins or watt la .. hahas .. so the user will get infected too .. = . = .. i tink this is crazy lo .. den mr.khoo mention .. he don have aids so he will just spit into the openning and i'm like .. = . = .. why don't ya just shit inside the opening and some innocent victim will just say .. : .. ohh shit .. !! .. wow .. indeed shit .. .. .. hahas ..

Labels: Indeed Shit.

okay ..
alot tings happen today
damn lot
i'm i'm crying like nobody business seriously .. .. ..
umm first i wanna say thanks to ah ben for accompanying mii ..
den levina ..
edmund ..
whosoever etc la ..
den i wanna apologise to joel again for pang seh ing him la ..
den maybe a sorry to ms.tay for using my phone in class ..
okay ..
den watt i have to say i just like some compo ..
a unfortunate day ..
first i went school raining i'm so happy ..
wow got wind .. !! .
my favourite ..
den seeing msg-es ..
from ah ben den ..
gone ..
my phone will forever be ms.tay property ..
and i'm crying my shit out of it ..
cos it's confiscated ..
den ..
i just keep getting lecture and watt from who i don even remember ..
just keep scolding and scolding ..
den ms.sim is like crazy when i'm listening and copying down every single things she say ..
she suddenly out of nowhere dash out and threaten to tear my paper ..
watt wrong wit her ..
i swear i scream and say if she dare to tear i will make her write out a exactly one for mii ..
den she flip though and say ..
see it's blank ..
den i'm like obviously ya haven gone through yet okay .. ?? ..
den she is like okay den pai seh pai seh ..
den after dat ..
wow ..
P.E ..
this rocks to heaven and i play like some ..
year-old kid ..
screaming and shouting till no one believe i'm actually a girls dat will cry just over a phone .. i'm so happy and
forgotten all bout my agony ..
we won eventually den ..
watt happen next is ..
i went to ms.tay ..
i say ..
i don't even know watt ya wan ..
in fact ..
watt ya wan .. ?? ..
she don wan mii to serve detention ..
suspention ..
o watt ..
don ya find it ridiculos when ppl play trauncy and get 11 hours detention but ..
watt bout mii ..
24 hours detention i also can give but that's not watt she wan ..
i donno watt she wan some kind soul please tell mii watt she wan ..
please .. .. ..
okay den
continue vivian pathetic life ..
den i go science remedial ..
i was happy as i did't get scolded but i was again crying cos ..
my lens is totally ruin and i donno who's the culprit den i have to pay myself
den my mum will get mii kill
if she knows my lens is broken agian and those ..
kinda handphone ..
things happen ..
uhh ..
den i was crying again den ..
leqi the kind soul ..
tell ah ben i was crying she says he's coming and i'm like ..
yay .. !! ..
den out of sudden sad again cos i find it totaly impossible for him to come ..
den she show mii inbox ..
but i pai seh use her phone msg ..
okay anyway thanks ..
den ..
i go find sis ..
first ting she do is scream at mii for making her wait ..
and i nvr stop crying just walk off to the toilet and buy tissue ..
i sit there for a while and tink back happy tings ..
well den i tink wow ..
i got 2 tissue instead of 1 ..
den i'm so happy but i just keep crying ..
den levina ..
is laughing like ..
she always get two packet of tissue for the price of one ..
den after dat ms.tay call and command mii to the needlework room and i'm so prepare to recieve treatments like ..
an idiot ..
so i went ..
i get a little scoldind den head home ..
den suddenly ..
saw .. ah ben wearing pink colour ..
sitting at the bus-stop ..
den i'm like ..
suppose to be happy or sad ..
den ..
start cahtting den walk nearly fall down la ..
den i'm tinking wah .. !! ..
finally ..
i'm lucky den ..
he sent mii home wit his concession ..
den .. okay not going elaborate watt we chat about ..
den ..
when i'm walking home ..
i'm tinking ..
i'll tell the whole world i'm lucky cos i did't fall down and i'm so right to be happy cos ..
when the thought arrive .. .. ..
i can't believe i actually fall down on my bloody idiotic staircase ..
and my head ..
like a big cheap chicken pau dat cost onii 1.30 .. = . = ..
den i cried sitting there .. = . = ..
so please forgive mii if i miss the appointment of ya ppl ..
please forgive mii if i did't pick up ya phone and reply ya msg-es ..
c'mon if ya don't den take some pity on such a innocent and unlucky girl okay .. ?? ..
but i won't forgive any idiot dat make my lens ..
into ..
three part .. :] ..
i'm not smiling ..
so don say i keep tinking ..
i'm unlucky and pathetic ..
i really am ..
i believe i am ..
when i fall down i believe ..
i'm really stupid .. too .. :[ ..
last ting when i knew ms.tay is gonna leave the school and open a bakery or watt .. watt i felt is .. sad .. hard-to-bare .. is my first feeling .. now i donno watt she wan and i don even know watt i wan ..

Labels: I'm all drain off. Spare mii.

okay ..
tmr meet ..
jia ming lo ..
den ..
i tink i will late ..
okay ..
i donno ..
i am so boring ..
went to needle work room and rot there kanna lecture cos don have school bag ..
and look at all the costumer she have ..
she can be a millionair just being a barber ..
science catch up lo tmr remedial den i can teach ya all lo hahaahas .. !! ..
okay ..
erm ..
i am hungry now ..
i'm not a stupid ghost ..
don call mii dat =.= ..
i very tired leh kep falling asleep ..
uhh ..
jia mings says i'm stupid ..
but he can't even top .. :] ..
he say ..
i top all his credit ..
they say by scolding mii everyday i will have become a genius .. =.= ..
crazy la ..
hahas .. vivian is not stupid .. :] ..

Labels: I'm stupid. Really?.

cos someone just ..
remind mii of this blog ..
okays .. :] ..
fine today school is just like ..
wow ..
first day of school ..
cos i just sleep and ms.tan ask mii watt happen and i goes ..
:[ .. obviously i lied ..
stomach ache ..
okay at first i am in pain
but after i sleep and eat during lesson i'm okay ..
well i see two sort of 'pop-star'
and i wave like my arm gonna dislocated ..
hahs ..
my fingernails is short my fringe too ..
ms.tay .. .. ..
ya know watt .. ?? ..
ya are not my cup of tea ..
love can't be force ..
ya should't love mii so much ..
i scared la ..
hahas ..
uhh ..
btw ..
i watch ice age ..
and it goes ..
erm ..
den WOW .
den still wow ..
cos it nice forget it just watch ppl .. :] ..
today i nearly kill jia ming .. :] ..
ya know watt he say my leg got alot alot of hair ..
watt business is it of him
uhh .. !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ..
i told him i fall down dat why ..
got hair .
okay ..
fur is cuter ..
i got leg fur ..
wow ..
so cute and cool .. !! ..
yet i'm so not proud .
he say it is an excuse ..
for mii to have manly leg ..
ohhhh ..
shut up ..
so boring la ..
tmr ..
gonna be another day ..
boring day ..
a long day ..
guys ..
wednesday ..
2 o clock sci tuition okay .. :] ..
the conduction convec ..
radiation .. density etc la ..
i donno ..
den thursday ..
got the ..
the ..
the .
the ..
ya test .. :] ..
fun right ..
must study i don wanna provide ..
answer plus ..
don ever lend foolscape from mii and pen ..
pls la ..
from last year ya ppl borrow hor ..
nvr return de ..
hahas ..
especially edmund !! ..
i have to say la ..
stupid duck ..
one year ya borrow my pen and it nvr come back ..
okay no pain no gain .. :] ..
i guess i just gonna beat ya up for my pen .. ?? ..
uhh ..
i wish ..
hahas ..
goodnight everybody and i don like to eat in my classroom ..
cos i'll have to bring my own box ..
own .. lunchbox ..
and it look so like ..
i'm begging food from the foodstallers ..
okay ..
i did pay for my food .. :] ..
love chicken burger i just ate one .. ;] ..
i mean half .. :] ..
cos ..
i'm full and i leave it rotting on the table ..
my sis gonna finish it ..
i feel so bad .. :p ..
uhhh .. goodnight .. :] ..












btw .. vivian rocks .. :] .. i always end wit this but so long i did't did this .. ;] ..

Labels: Vivian. She rocks.

today kanna
chase back home .. :[ ..
stupid la .. !!!!!! ..
hahas ..
waiting for death at home ..
someone kill mii please .. !! .. hahas ..
well today went to polyclinic lo ..
i did't have enough $ to visit the private doc ..
okay i know i'm poor ..
la ..
hahas ..
c'mon i'm still young att ..
of course poor la ..
crazy de ..
ya all .. ~ ..












don ask mii
watt i wan ..
i don know
watt i wan
but this is definately not
watt i wan ..
is this
watt ya wan .. ?? ..

Labels: Kill mii please.

feeling still as sick ..
i'm always so hungry but now i can't even finish half bowl of my noodle
and i can't finish ..
1/4 of water ..
cos ..
just keep feeling ..
like vomiting ..
my medicine taste like ..
watt la ..
yucks .. .. ..
uhh ..
my stocks is revive ..
and i just feel like bathing but i don have the strength to stand up ..
i'm so boring ..
waiting for msg-es ..
he's studying ..
everybody is studying ..
i wanna do my hmwk but i feel so damn giddy la ..
i'll wait for ..
ya ..
to ..
need mii ..
watt i gonna do now is just wait ..
so i gonna admire ya
like how i did
when ya work in toy-r-us ..

Labels: Admire. The ya.

fine ..
i'm dying at home ..
feeling really unwell but
die die must get up and do my D & T ..
the wattever camtoy stuff la ..
and i'm feeling so stupid and irritated
when i can't find watt is camtoy
yet i see all kinda of products ..
i doubt i can meet ya guys later ..
cause i don wanna die on the street ..
please be understanding uhh ..
hahas ..
mum walk off from home le ..
she says she gonna bring mii to the clinic later on ..
my house is also in a mess so i just gonna make it by to night and finish all my job .. :[ ..


taking my tempreture in progress .. .. ..




uhh ..
feel so bad guys .. !! ..
help mii .. !! ..
i ate panadol lo ..
hya ..
i miss ya .. .. ..
maybe we're not meant to be
i'll just walk off
cause i don wanna cry everynight ..
my apologise cause i know ya just wanna love someone dat is convienient ..
but i don wanna be love by someone dat tink i'm convienient ..
i tink i'm also in the position to choose ..
since i know i can't tell anyone watt i tink and feel ..
i choose to be not having any thought and feeling ..
path is how i choose ..
time is how i manage ..
love is how ppl control .. :] ..
if ya says ya can do dat why can't i .. .. ..
cause i'm not ya ..

Labels: Cause i'm not ya.